Jun 17, 2009 23:08
i've lost my words again. and i know why. it's not fair of you to hold them hostage like that but they can't be spoken - or else they might be true. i can't breath/cough/sputter/choke them out and it's causing me harm - it's causing nothing but excuses. there's no where left to run and hide and scream them out so you don't hear. and if they don't come out soon i fear the worst.
and who the fuck are you to do that to me anyways? this is worse than my initial assessment led me to believe.
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you know what? : go **** a **** next time. instead of ***** me. i don't want to know that you ***** about ****, because i feel so detached and it actually hurts me.
how *****ed up is that?