Feb 03, 2005 01:39
Natalia died the night of the winter formal. Shit, she just burnt up. This whole dance number and then she's on fire. It was insane, things started catching and I think the chaperones and Theresa helped put it all out. Still, Natalia was dead. I hated the bitch, but God...she didn't deserve to die. Not like that. Jake and I skipped out to get some air and just...figure out what the hell was going on. We hook up, some girl dies. This had better not be a sign.
It's making me think twice about living a musical, knowing that if I open my mouth at the wrong time I could end up charbroiled.
No one really can possibly think the Hellmouth's a good place to settle down, which, no shit, but I guess that's what Nick's plan is. Instead of going off to college, he plans to stay here. Get a house. With his girlfriend. That's crazy. To quote Jake, he's "a fucking moron with a death wish."
Which, no shit. Nick's a little freaky, but whatever, it's his life. He could come out and reveal to the world he's secretly been shacking up with Marcus and I wouldn't really care. I have no idea what my plans are. I'd always hoped being in a band would take off, but that may not be a realistic career choice. I think Jake's heading that way, and I'd ask, but I think he's still trying to figure out what kind of drugs Nick took.