dont tell me i dont hurt. because i do.
theres a feeling i get when i think about rainstorms... lying in bed in tucson with you... little meddow eating your matress and making a daily snowglobe with feathers... filling up with billions of little butterflies each time i looked at you.... watching endless episodes of friends and sopranos.. making everything bagel sandwiches in the kitchen... holding eachother... loving eachother... wishing for nothing more than exactly what we have here now....
...not knowing it would all go to shit, and hurt so fucking bad that i cannot, and will never fully be able to express the emotions filling my heart with the upmost excruciating pain imaginable...
dont tell me i dont hurt. because i do.
......i wish i could evaporate as the countless tears that have slid so carelessly down my cheeks...
..they got off much easier than i
...not knowing it would all go to shit, and hurt so fucking bad that i cannot, and will never fully be able to express the emotions filling my heart with the upmost excruciating pain imaginable...
dont tell me i dont hurt. because i do.
......i wish i could evaporate as the countless tears that have slid so carelessly down my cheeks...
..they got off much easier than i