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So i was watching the news this afternoon at the dfac and the weather came on.. they listed tucson.. 87 degrees.. haha.. its really strange for me to think that i actually lived there.. it seems so long ago. only been about 3 years. but really, its an odd feeling to think back to my old life in tucson. there are definately things i miss, people i miss, places i miss.. but in retrospect, tucson i no longer my home. my parents are gone.. so when i think about coming back its almost like if i went there all i would be doing is visiting memories. because its not the same anymore. im not the same anymore.. ive moved on.. and here i am living in europe.
Sometimes i randomly thnk "hey holy shit, i live in germany". one and a half years left in this place and therein begin the thoughts of "what next?". i want to study zoology. think ill finish my general ed while im in the army since its free and doest come from my gi bill. but after that... ??? there are some days where i just want to see some paperwork telling me that i am no longer needed to serve in the army. actually thats most days. one an a half years.. it really isnt that long. it seems short when i think about it in the sense that im going to have to leave germany in a year and a half. but when i think of being in the army for another year and a half.. more importantly this unit that im in now, it seems like eternity.
we go to the field on sunday for a few weeks. should be a nice break form the average day at shitty fucking dexheim 123 main support battalion ... i want to go back to school. i know what i want to accomplish with my life... i just have 18 months to waste before i can begin my life.
i miss my friends back in tucson. really really do.
miss nicos at 3am
i miss being able to go to walgreens at 11pm.. or rather going anywhere after six o colok seeing as everything here closes at 6.
alright im out thats it
Sometimes i randomly thnk "hey holy shit, i live in germany". one and a half years left in this place and therein begin the thoughts of "what next?". i want to study zoology. think ill finish my general ed while im in the army since its free and doest come from my gi bill. but after that... ??? there are some days where i just want to see some paperwork telling me that i am no longer needed to serve in the army. actually thats most days. one an a half years.. it really isnt that long. it seems short when i think about it in the sense that im going to have to leave germany in a year and a half. but when i think of being in the army for another year and a half.. more importantly this unit that im in now, it seems like eternity.
we go to the field on sunday for a few weeks. should be a nice break form the average day at shitty fucking dexheim 123 main support battalion ... i want to go back to school. i know what i want to accomplish with my life... i just have 18 months to waste before i can begin my life.
i miss my friends back in tucson. really really do.
miss nicos at 3am
i miss being able to go to walgreens at 11pm.. or rather going anywhere after six o colok seeing as everything here closes at 6.
alright im out thats it