I'm so crazy.

[bimisfitshair]

Hey, I was at the eric clapton/ robert randolph concert a few nights ago, I'll post about that later, for now I have to get this off my head. I'm leaving for about a week to go camping with my dad and sister. Neither me nor my sister want to do this, I saw celia tonight and I just got off the phone with her. Have you ever loved someone sooo much that it kills you to be away from them, that it brings you to tears you miss them so much. That's what's happening to both me and celia right now, and it kills me to see her so sad, and I made the mistake of bringing up college tonight, that didnt go over too well. We don't have a set plan for when I move away to college (shes a grade under me), but I know we can work something out, I can stay here for a year and then go to college after earning some money. But nothing is set in stone yet. So call me a pussy or a wuss or whatever for crying about this but I honestly can't help it. I'm scared for her because I hate leaving her sad and crying without knowing what will happen. If anyone lives in seattle and would like to make some extra cash, I will pay you to beat my dad up so he can't hike this weekend.

Please think of celia and hope or pray to whatever god or idol you want that she will sleep peacefully and not worry anymore.

Get some sleep people.
-Chris