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May 29, 2012 08:50

Well i'm officially at the half way mark of this pregnancy, and have officially been pregnant for a year now (except for a few weeks gap). I feel really drained and lacking in energy, but am a hundred times better than I have been the past few months. Unfortunately I still get "morning" sickness and feel like I'm just going to have it all the way through now. It is quite horrible, but manageable. I can't do red meat (barely even white meat), sugary or greasy things so keeping to a raw food diet seems to be keeping my sickness at bay, but i'm having trouble gaining weight and at 20 weeks I still don't look pregnant at all.

Our little baby is a little boy! Neil and I are both really stoked (especially Neil) but what on earth do I do with little boys?? I love little girls and everything that comes along with them, so I fear for our little guy's masculinity. Had my scan last week and everything was normal, and all the bits in the right place, so I think I can finally stop holding my breath, now. The little man is a tall man already, but that was always going to be the case.

It's definately different being pregnant when you already have a child. Your first baby you are so amazed at the whole process and you know exactly how many weeks/days you are, and how big your baby is etc. Now it seems like the weeks are flying, and I have to check an app on my phone to remind me how far along I am.

Still thinking of our 2 little angels throughout this whole process. I guess you never stop thinking about your babies that never made it...
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