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Well, I think I can say I am no longer stuck. Or I stopped to care. Any way is fine with me, since my mood stopped changing from hysterics to depression and that is surely a breakthrough. I really don't know why, maybe it's because I started giving lessons, maybe after that joga thing we had last weekend. So finally the lull has dawned on me and i'm curiously waiting for what comes next, you know, like a small girl sitting on a bench on a sunny day with a lollipop and those big blue eyes that keep probing every passer-by and the world around. No action, really, because there is hardly anything I can do, I learned that already. Any action is put down and punished, so I stopped insisting. Even memories fade. I wonder if it is my new leaf.