alarm clock

Aug 27, 2009 21:12

I need a special alarm clock that would go off each month yelling "Hey do you still remeber about your plans? Are you inspired like you were last month? Do you follow the decisions you made?" And would hit me hard if I don't.
I noticed that my enthusiasm in life (in general) is practically the same as my enthusiasm in a separately taken sphere of my life - the work.
I may be energetic and full of hopes and suggestions and I'm ready to write to everyone and make calls and make decisions. And sometimes I so much don't care what's going on there and important letters and calls just stay unwritten and unanswered. Coz it all seems so fucking useless.
I need something to remind me that the road i'm taking is not a stupid escape route that leads deeper in the forest and finally gets lost there.
Don't you ever use escape routes, only the main entrances/exites.




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