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[biloxibrownsuga]

I hate it when the world appears to get off balance.  You know when things don't go the way they are supposed to.  Or even when they go the way they are supposed to but not at the right time.  I just hate stuff like that.  And when stuff like that happens it causes Jessica to get in a horrible mood and snap at people (John).  It's just not fair when you plan stuff out and then it doesn't work out that way and you can't get mad or upset because you have to be happy or something is wrong.  Sometimes I just don't get highschool.  It's entirely to confusing for me. Or life.  I mean the one thing you want, ya know the one thing that you think can make you happy you can't have.  Maybe God has a reason for that happening but I just don't know anymore and truthfully I really don't know if I care anymore either.

WoW that felt great getting off my chest.  And now after writing that I do still care.  I promise.  Anyways I'm out...g'nite luv ya and I've got yall in my prayers.