May 22, 2005 20:12
Hey look who's actually updating. I know it's been a while, but there hasn't been much going on. I've been working a lot. Making some money is always nice. Things are pretty easy at work right now. Orientation will be starting soon though, and things will get busy as hell. I figure I'll have a lot of other stuff to do too. I'm starting to get more serious about a Ph.D. program too. So, I'm looking at schools and stuff. Plus, I'm planning on retaking the GRE to get a higher score, so I'll have to study for that. Hopefully, I'll have a few outings in there though that will allow me some relief. Other than that, I've just been spending time with the girl, which has been my biggest source of relaxation. I've come to realize I'm absolutely crazy over her. I could sit here and say she's pretty and smart and sweet and funny, which she is, but that's what everyone says. Her best feature is by far her smile. When I see her smile, my heart starts beating faster, I get short of breath, and I just melt. I just can't help but get excited. Yeah, I know that's probably a little sappy. I really want this to work out though, so I'm doing everything I can to make sure I don't make the same mistakes I've made in the past. It's funny, though we've only been dating for like a couple of weeks, it feels like we've been dating for months. I'm so comfortable with her. I guess it helps that we were friends first. But, you never know how things will work out. I'll be the first to admit that. I do know that she is simply amazing and I'm going to do everything I can to hold on to her. Well, that's about it for now I guess. I'm going to find something to eat now. Hope everyone is having a good summer.