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Life is a winding road we dont know where we will end up. At the end of this road who knows what we are going to find. Love? Happiness? More Sadness? who knows...maybe we'll just take another turn getting one step closer to the end. You know..I hate the word soon. But I was just thinking a litte while I ago. I dont have time to think about soon...I mean we dont really have time to think about anything do we? Time goes by so fast and we dont even know we really do in a day I mean we are all just sitting here wasting time away...I also realized that soon is here. "Soon your going to have to start thinking about collge" yep thats here ACT's "soon your going to think about what you want to do with your life" check that off the list. Soon-In the near future; shortly. (compliments of dictionary.com)
So this weekend was painstakingly long and...well just depressing. I realize that some of my old friends...well aren't who they used to be. Is it just my imagination or was I the only one that didnt change? or did I just change just for the better? Some of my old friends are just...so different then they used to be...like I dont even know who they are anymore. One of my old friends very good friends at that, Well to put it simply called me horse ass ugly and said the only contribution I could give to the world was to commit suicide cause then life would be better for everyone else around. Then he goes off telling me how big of a whore I am.
Another thing this weekend was...well ok so I have been having a lot of persay problems with my body...lol ok I wont underestimate everytime I would use the bathroom I would bleed...but no its not what your thinking. So my dad tells me of a little boy he knew who had the same problem and died of colon cancer...WHAT?!!?!?!?! I think he was trying to make me feel better...but thats my dad. So then I realized I have been using the bathroom WAY TO MUCH!!!! as most of you know I have a slight blatter problem..so then my dad suggested diabetes so now I have to go for a bunch of freaking tests at the doctor and blah blah blah. *sigh* I really hate the doctor...especially when I get a blood test I mean seriously I just want to be like NO ITS MINE YOU CANT TAKE IT...THATS STEALING! But hey what can you do
well I think this is long enough I didnt really think it would be this long...if any of you get this far I hope your weekend was better than mine and yeah thats pretty much it lol I guess I'll see/talk to ya'll later
*MUAH*
Ang
So this weekend was painstakingly long and...well just depressing. I realize that some of my old friends...well aren't who they used to be. Is it just my imagination or was I the only one that didnt change? or did I just change just for the better? Some of my old friends are just...so different then they used to be...like I dont even know who they are anymore. One of my old friends very good friends at that, Well to put it simply called me horse ass ugly and said the only contribution I could give to the world was to commit suicide cause then life would be better for everyone else around. Then he goes off telling me how big of a whore I am.
Another thing this weekend was...well ok so I have been having a lot of persay problems with my body...lol ok I wont underestimate everytime I would use the bathroom I would bleed...but no its not what your thinking. So my dad tells me of a little boy he knew who had the same problem and died of colon cancer...WHAT?!!?!?!?! I think he was trying to make me feel better...but thats my dad. So then I realized I have been using the bathroom WAY TO MUCH!!!! as most of you know I have a slight blatter problem..so then my dad suggested diabetes so now I have to go for a bunch of freaking tests at the doctor and blah blah blah. *sigh* I really hate the doctor...especially when I get a blood test I mean seriously I just want to be like NO ITS MINE YOU CANT TAKE IT...THATS STEALING! But hey what can you do
well I think this is long enough I didnt really think it would be this long...if any of you get this far I hope your weekend was better than mine and yeah thats pretty much it lol I guess I'll see/talk to ya'll later
*MUAH*
Ang