Dec 27, 2005 00:26
so have you ever really wondered if your religion was the right one? Like have you ever sat up wondering why are things the way they are and why am I here? see I get these thoughts all the time...but......only before I got to bed. its really weird. I mean sometimes I'm all like yeah I cant wait for things to happen and I can stand the thought of death. But other times I want time to slow down and the idea of death freaking terrifies me. I dont know...I suppose before I go to bed I just ... my mind starts racing and I cant calm it down...but you know thats me so whatever...I'm really really really tired now so I'm gonna go try not to think or something like that and I'm just going to be...happy?
*muah*
ang