this sux
wut up yall?gud i hope!well i had just about the best/worst spring break ive ever had.i almost mad eit thru without drama.but then the shit hit the fan.well ima make this short.liz is mad at me.and that sux all i want is for her to forgive me i am tryin my hardest to make things gud with her but she wont talk to me.i wrote her a note but could not find her in order to give to her.and the note was tellin her my side of things and i was stupid and selfish that day and as i type this i cry cuz i feel so bad.i never ment to hurt her and i just want hings to be gud with her.but hopefully she will come around and talk to me.im goin crazy thinkin bout it.and ryan got mad at em but then he listened to my half of things and we are gud.but i just dunno this thing with liz is gettin to me bad.im hurt cuz i kno i hurt her and she is sooooo awsome she deserves a better friend anyway.i am such a loser.and i still am thinkin bout charlie but i am gonna get over it cuz nothin is gonna happen.and i saw alex and tyler in skool today but they didnt even talk to me and when i did talk to charlie it was real short.andi just dunno things started to go real gud.but im back where i started and thats just the way life is.maybe things will pick back up again who knows at least i got to see my friends today most people are way worse off than me.i just wish well to all.i love all of my friends and.....liz................cuz im not sure where we stand.