Why Wont Everyone Just Leave Me Alone?!
Ok, Im warning you, Im about to have a little rant and let all my feelings out so if you dont wanna be bored dont read. There will be a happier update after.
In the last couple of days people have kept coming up to me asking me if Im okay. NO! IM FUCKING NOT OK!! I nod, smile and say 'Im fine, just tired'. But seriously, Rachel asked me over and over on, like, Tuesday, and today Clair, Anna, Naomi and some other people have asked me. For fucks sake. It cant be that obvious that something is wrong. I mean, yesterday, like I said, I almost cried because of fucking fuck face, sitting in class, and even Clair didnt notice and the amount of times shes asked me if Im ok this week...ahh I dunno. But then I did cry last night. Twice. First time cuz my dad came to see my show and I was talking to him after then I watched him as he was driving off and my eyes started welling up cuz I was thinking that I wouldnt see him for a while. I dont know when I am. Spose to be on Saturday, but Im going Camden with Hollz. I miss him...
Anyways, and then I had an argument with someone who Im close to and then there was thing thing that made me cry for the second time but thats enough of that *breathes*.
I really didnt wanna get up this morning. I mean I never do but today I just wanted to stay in bed and think.
You know what? Ive given up moaning. Ill prolly be depressde and do some more later.
Happy update time...
In the last couple of days people have kept coming up to me asking me if Im okay. NO! IM FUCKING NOT OK!! I nod, smile and say 'Im fine, just tired'. But seriously, Rachel asked me over and over on, like, Tuesday, and today Clair, Anna, Naomi and some other people have asked me. For fucks sake. It cant be that obvious that something is wrong. I mean, yesterday, like I said, I almost cried because of fucking fuck face, sitting in class, and even Clair didnt notice and the amount of times shes asked me if Im ok this week...ahh I dunno. But then I did cry last night. Twice. First time cuz my dad came to see my show and I was talking to him after then I watched him as he was driving off and my eyes started welling up cuz I was thinking that I wouldnt see him for a while. I dont know when I am. Spose to be on Saturday, but Im going Camden with Hollz. I miss him...
Anyways, and then I had an argument with someone who Im close to and then there was thing thing that made me cry for the second time but thats enough of that *breathes*.
I really didnt wanna get up this morning. I mean I never do but today I just wanted to stay in bed and think.
You know what? Ive given up moaning. Ill prolly be depressde and do some more later.
Happy update time...