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just for future reference i tend to only write on this journal when on of the following happens:
1) im angry at myself and need to rant
2) i feel confused and i need to rant
3) i screwed up and need to get feelings out
4) when its been a while and something really happy has happened.
if there is a long time between entries then know that im happy and just enjoyin the moments and ill write about it after the rush has left me. oh yeah and sometimes i have a random write what some could see as poetry moment. or just some random side thought labeled by *'s.
so yeah, for those that dont know im movin into an appartment this summer, with bri. pretty awesome. but first i have to move into a room in dakin for 2 weeks ish of may term before i can move into the appartment june 1st. and ill be taking a class. some psych class needed for general ed requirements.
*very quiet, feels weird. ive felt sad and weird about summers, been through a couple here. this one feels different. have i gotten used to people leaving? or maybe this summer a good amount of people are stickin around. thats nice.*
*i miss my friends. things have been so busy/crazy that its been different from previous semesters. most of the time peopel are busy and i go find them. but then i feel like sitting in my room and waiting for people to call if they are doin something. sometimes i wait a long time. sometimes i just think "hey, this is me, i am the finder. thats what i do" and no worries.*
yay for random words with no real point or goal, or conclusion. hehe. k done for now, maybe more soon, or much later.
matty b
1) im angry at myself and need to rant
2) i feel confused and i need to rant
3) i screwed up and need to get feelings out
4) when its been a while and something really happy has happened.
if there is a long time between entries then know that im happy and just enjoyin the moments and ill write about it after the rush has left me. oh yeah and sometimes i have a random write what some could see as poetry moment. or just some random side thought labeled by *'s.
so yeah, for those that dont know im movin into an appartment this summer, with bri. pretty awesome. but first i have to move into a room in dakin for 2 weeks ish of may term before i can move into the appartment june 1st. and ill be taking a class. some psych class needed for general ed requirements.
*very quiet, feels weird. ive felt sad and weird about summers, been through a couple here. this one feels different. have i gotten used to people leaving? or maybe this summer a good amount of people are stickin around. thats nice.*
*i miss my friends. things have been so busy/crazy that its been different from previous semesters. most of the time peopel are busy and i go find them. but then i feel like sitting in my room and waiting for people to call if they are doin something. sometimes i wait a long time. sometimes i just think "hey, this is me, i am the finder. thats what i do" and no worries.*
yay for random words with no real point or goal, or conclusion. hehe. k done for now, maybe more soon, or much later.
matty b