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i was reminicing (spelling?) and i realize all ive been through. ive had this connection, or ummm, just a thing witih wanting to hear the song "goodbye to yesterday" i first heard it when my older bro made a photo mantage for his senior class. i wasnt even part of his class and i felt sad hearing it. heres the lyrics
How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweighed the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead.
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
thats quite the song. and yeah its sad, i dont know why i insist on listening to it constantly. it brings me to the past which had more downs than ups. a time when all i felt was envy. envy of friends i didnt have, of the fact that the people i knew had grown up with eachother and had a history. thats quite the thing to go without. i am glad where i am though. even though there are things that are unsure......i make the best of it. basically the semester needs to start. hehe. sure the summer is quiet. theres not alot of people here, though im glad that bri is around. thats made it alot easier. but even if i wasnt gonna be here. home really isnt the place. im pretty much done with there i think. which is scary. no more times of staying there, goin to track meets, doin tings. its like my childhood is gone, but it doesnt feel like i had much of one. i started over many times. and each time it gets worse.
lets see what else is on the mind, oh yeah bri.... i love your family, i know so cause i miss them. i felt comfortable there during 4th of july. i look foreward to more times. i miss you too. it seems like we are both busy till our fridays and weekend afternoons. i look foreward to them all day each day. cant wait for some break time.
hmmmm, oh yeah i finally gave my bro a ring and told him to find a flight time to go out and see him i Seattle. itll be a week of just experiencing the city life. should be nice.
ok im done now. i just need to do something to keep me occupied. good day yall.
matty b
How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweighed the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead.
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
thats quite the song. and yeah its sad, i dont know why i insist on listening to it constantly. it brings me to the past which had more downs than ups. a time when all i felt was envy. envy of friends i didnt have, of the fact that the people i knew had grown up with eachother and had a history. thats quite the thing to go without. i am glad where i am though. even though there are things that are unsure......i make the best of it. basically the semester needs to start. hehe. sure the summer is quiet. theres not alot of people here, though im glad that bri is around. thats made it alot easier. but even if i wasnt gonna be here. home really isnt the place. im pretty much done with there i think. which is scary. no more times of staying there, goin to track meets, doin tings. its like my childhood is gone, but it doesnt feel like i had much of one. i started over many times. and each time it gets worse.
lets see what else is on the mind, oh yeah bri.... i love your family, i know so cause i miss them. i felt comfortable there during 4th of july. i look foreward to more times. i miss you too. it seems like we are both busy till our fridays and weekend afternoons. i look foreward to them all day each day. cant wait for some break time.
hmmmm, oh yeah i finally gave my bro a ring and told him to find a flight time to go out and see him i Seattle. itll be a week of just experiencing the city life. should be nice.
ok im done now. i just need to do something to keep me occupied. good day yall.
matty b