I guess. . . this is considered an ABOUT ME entry. .
I figure because I am NEVER going to write in this thing . . Id answer a few questions that I liked . . Their pretty straight forward so Im sure you can get the gist of things inside. . If this lj has an audience which would make me laugh and the audience has a question bugging them. . feel free to ask . I guess thats all I have to say. . . Dont hate.
Give me a random lyric from the song you're listening to:
" and I died . . one day at a time . . cuz I just cant seem to get you off my mind. . no matter how i try . . try to kill the time . . . well i think im just going crazy. . one day at a time. "
Do you regret doing anything this week:
I dont think I can regret this week. .
More so not regret. . but take back
I take back every offering of love to anyone
because love is the issue
and I guess Im not worthy of it.
Last awkward moment:
getting hit on by the check in desk employee at the hotel im staying at . . . . awkward.
Name three things everyone knows about you:
* Different
* Driven
* Bored easily
What are you missing:
family
What makes you happy at this moment:
Id have to say . . The thought that everything happens for a reason and hope isnt going to help you. Basically the one thing thats putting a smile on this sad face is Chris's speech about hope being non existant and that you have to get what you want when you want it. There's no waiting, wishing, hoping. . if you want it . . get off your ass and get it your own damnself, shin dig
What color are your eyes:
brown
What side of the bed do you sleep on:
I like being by the wall.. but being my bed is in the middle of the room in most hotels. .id have to say. . the left side.
When did you last cry:
Tonight.
What's your worst habit:
preaching
If you could own a non-traditional pet what would it be:
A liger. . . FOR SURE
Are you okay with any of your exs being friends with your friends?
NO. . I'd shoot all 3 of them if they get near any of my friends. . Especially the lunatic.
Do you find it easier to forgive or forget:
you can always forgive but you'll never forget
Is the person you like older or younger than you:
Younger
Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
Ive herd from people that I have changed in the past year. . .
I think that all that has changed about me is that I am now a year older
I grew up
I learned from my mistakes and I figured out how to handle my life
nothing has changed as far as my needs and wants ..
my hairstyle changed tho. .lol
Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?
Im in a hotel. . i'd rather not be here. . but thats just how it works
What are you listening to?
Shuffle
Who do you love right now?
Space
Last place you took a plane to?
A plane straight home after tour. . so from Indiana to LA . . interesting . . I was alseep the whole time
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Ive become very SKILLED at that
Who did you last go out to eat with?
Steph and Jill before I left to go home . . . we ate at Shake and bake which is code for steak and shake . . . what a dinner
Do you have unlimited texting?
its how i communicate
How old will you be in 13 months?
21
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mother
Are you happy with life right now?
I am . . I usually em content. . Ive had some downs lately. . but I have to work through them like everyone else. .
Sometimes you have to destroy what youve built in order rise from your ashes.. .
I think i need to do just that
Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Smiling is good for you
Do you drink tea?
I hate tea
Have you ever wanted something you couldnt have?
of course. Who dosent.
i usually dont listen to myself and get it anyways.
Where did you grow up?
In a small town with lots of tree's and kids of different languages.
Who do you trust most in your life?
I'd have to say my mother
Do you want kids?
Just one
What's the number one thing you want in life right now?
I guess. .. . Happiness. . who wouldnt want that
Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Oh yea. .
Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
They usually dont know my real name and try to put my nickname onto lists and shit when
I need my real name written in order to be identified
When was the last time you saw a cop?
When we got a speeding ticket in Tennessee
Have you made a mistake in the past week?
Starting a fight with the wrong person
Is there anything you regret about your past?
I havnt lived enough to regret a damn thing
Do you have any pets?
The love of my life . . Ella
A fact about the person you like?
Love songs always seem to fit the mood.
Anything you wish you could tell someone but can't?
If you could fall in love with someone who cant offer love back
would love still exist in your eyes?
could you still dance to the beat of her heartbeat?
If love existed
would you see her for who she is
or who she wishes to be?
Do you believe in luck?
There's no such thing
Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
I think in this life you have to learn to accept that not everyone is around to be your buddy.
The human race is only looking for an advance.
The state of mind works on bettering itself regardless of what is to come
More and more people are using others , hurting, cheating, lying just so they can be the better one in this war. .
IT SUCKS.
So to answer the question if ive ever been betrayed by someone I trusted. . Yes, I have
What religion were you raised as, and do you still believe it?
I was raised a catholic
Are you religious?
i really have no idea.
I question the belief in religion way to much to actually believe I am religious.
I have a problem with religion to be honest.
By saying that I dont mean that I have no faith in God.
I have all kinds of faith in this "God" they speak of. . . but I dont put a face on him.
God is a power within us all . A power to be great. TO be powerful.
I am my own god. You are your own god.
So the issue of me and religion is that I dont believe in YOUR god.
The one you go to church for. The man that wears those funny robes and has an actual face and beard.
I believe in MY GOD. My power. My shining light. He exists, just not in human form.
Who do you miss a lot right now?
My dad
How long have you liked your crush?
Years
What is something you're wondering about?
Im wondering if life will ever be the same after I get done trying to live this life.
We cant always go back to being those little kids who scrape our knees. but i hope to go back
to my house and look at my mother and smile. I want to smile again. I want to smell the tree's
not the smog in the air. I want to be able to death grip my brother without there being a void in our lives.
I want to be able to sit still for more then a few months and actually be happy doing so.
Do you like music?
It is my life. It pays the bills
What are your chances of getting with your crush?
There's always a chance. Its if the person wants to accept the challenge.
Do you wish you could change some things about your current situation?
I wish i can change a lot of things about my situation right now.
I wish i wasnt so stubborn.
i wish i knew how to forgive and forget. But alas. Thats not my train of thought
Do you know what you want in life?
All i ask for is contentment. . i dont even need money. I just want to wake up in the morning and thank "god" for the air im breathing and the sun in my eyes.
Do you know what you want right now?
A place to live
When and how did you learn the "truth" about Santa Claus?
I love santa
Where was your first kiss?
In a closet that decided to lock us in
Do you want children?
I guess. . I really just want one so I can spoil the crap out of it. .
Do you think you'd be a good parent?
Ha ha. . I have no idea. I mean I raised my youngest sibilings but I full on believe that I am HORRIBLE with children. maybe because I hate them SO MUCH . . i really hate kids
There you have it .
Have fun.
Stay True.
STAY GOLD
Give me a random lyric from the song you're listening to:
" and I died . . one day at a time . . cuz I just cant seem to get you off my mind. . no matter how i try . . try to kill the time . . . well i think im just going crazy. . one day at a time. "
Do you regret doing anything this week:
I dont think I can regret this week. .
More so not regret. . but take back
I take back every offering of love to anyone
because love is the issue
and I guess Im not worthy of it.
Last awkward moment:
getting hit on by the check in desk employee at the hotel im staying at . . . . awkward.
Name three things everyone knows about you:
* Different
* Driven
* Bored easily
What are you missing:
family
What makes you happy at this moment:
Id have to say . . The thought that everything happens for a reason and hope isnt going to help you. Basically the one thing thats putting a smile on this sad face is Chris's speech about hope being non existant and that you have to get what you want when you want it. There's no waiting, wishing, hoping. . if you want it . . get off your ass and get it your own damnself, shin dig
What color are your eyes:
brown
What side of the bed do you sleep on:
I like being by the wall.. but being my bed is in the middle of the room in most hotels. .id have to say. . the left side.
When did you last cry:
Tonight.
What's your worst habit:
preaching
If you could own a non-traditional pet what would it be:
A liger. . . FOR SURE
Are you okay with any of your exs being friends with your friends?
NO. . I'd shoot all 3 of them if they get near any of my friends. . Especially the lunatic.
Do you find it easier to forgive or forget:
you can always forgive but you'll never forget
Is the person you like older or younger than you:
Younger
Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
Ive herd from people that I have changed in the past year. . .
I think that all that has changed about me is that I am now a year older
I grew up
I learned from my mistakes and I figured out how to handle my life
nothing has changed as far as my needs and wants ..
my hairstyle changed tho. .lol
Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?
Im in a hotel. . i'd rather not be here. . but thats just how it works
What are you listening to?
Shuffle
Who do you love right now?
Space
Last place you took a plane to?
A plane straight home after tour. . so from Indiana to LA . . interesting . . I was alseep the whole time
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Ive become very SKILLED at that
Who did you last go out to eat with?
Steph and Jill before I left to go home . . . we ate at Shake and bake which is code for steak and shake . . . what a dinner
Do you have unlimited texting?
its how i communicate
How old will you be in 13 months?
21
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mother
Are you happy with life right now?
I am . . I usually em content. . Ive had some downs lately. . but I have to work through them like everyone else. .
Sometimes you have to destroy what youve built in order rise from your ashes.. .
I think i need to do just that
Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Smiling is good for you
Do you drink tea?
I hate tea
Have you ever wanted something you couldnt have?
of course. Who dosent.
i usually dont listen to myself and get it anyways.
Where did you grow up?
In a small town with lots of tree's and kids of different languages.
Who do you trust most in your life?
I'd have to say my mother
Do you want kids?
Just one
What's the number one thing you want in life right now?
I guess. .. . Happiness. . who wouldnt want that
Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Oh yea. .
Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
They usually dont know my real name and try to put my nickname onto lists and shit when
I need my real name written in order to be identified
When was the last time you saw a cop?
When we got a speeding ticket in Tennessee
Have you made a mistake in the past week?
Starting a fight with the wrong person
Is there anything you regret about your past?
I havnt lived enough to regret a damn thing
Do you have any pets?
The love of my life . . Ella
A fact about the person you like?
Love songs always seem to fit the mood.
Anything you wish you could tell someone but can't?
If you could fall in love with someone who cant offer love back
would love still exist in your eyes?
could you still dance to the beat of her heartbeat?
If love existed
would you see her for who she is
or who she wishes to be?
Do you believe in luck?
There's no such thing
Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
I think in this life you have to learn to accept that not everyone is around to be your buddy.
The human race is only looking for an advance.
The state of mind works on bettering itself regardless of what is to come
More and more people are using others , hurting, cheating, lying just so they can be the better one in this war. .
IT SUCKS.
So to answer the question if ive ever been betrayed by someone I trusted. . Yes, I have
What religion were you raised as, and do you still believe it?
I was raised a catholic
Are you religious?
i really have no idea.
I question the belief in religion way to much to actually believe I am religious.
I have a problem with religion to be honest.
By saying that I dont mean that I have no faith in God.
I have all kinds of faith in this "God" they speak of. . . but I dont put a face on him.
God is a power within us all . A power to be great. TO be powerful.
I am my own god. You are your own god.
So the issue of me and religion is that I dont believe in YOUR god.
The one you go to church for. The man that wears those funny robes and has an actual face and beard.
I believe in MY GOD. My power. My shining light. He exists, just not in human form.
Who do you miss a lot right now?
My dad
How long have you liked your crush?
Years
What is something you're wondering about?
Im wondering if life will ever be the same after I get done trying to live this life.
We cant always go back to being those little kids who scrape our knees. but i hope to go back
to my house and look at my mother and smile. I want to smile again. I want to smell the tree's
not the smog in the air. I want to be able to death grip my brother without there being a void in our lives.
I want to be able to sit still for more then a few months and actually be happy doing so.
Do you like music?
It is my life. It pays the bills
What are your chances of getting with your crush?
There's always a chance. Its if the person wants to accept the challenge.
Do you wish you could change some things about your current situation?
I wish i can change a lot of things about my situation right now.
I wish i wasnt so stubborn.
i wish i knew how to forgive and forget. But alas. Thats not my train of thought
Do you know what you want in life?
All i ask for is contentment. . i dont even need money. I just want to wake up in the morning and thank "god" for the air im breathing and the sun in my eyes.
Do you know what you want right now?
A place to live
When and how did you learn the "truth" about Santa Claus?
I love santa
Where was your first kiss?
In a closet that decided to lock us in
Do you want children?
I guess. . I really just want one so I can spoil the crap out of it. .
Do you think you'd be a good parent?
Ha ha. . I have no idea. I mean I raised my youngest sibilings but I full on believe that I am HORRIBLE with children. maybe because I hate them SO MUCH . . i really hate kids
There you have it .
Have fun.
Stay True.
STAY GOLD