Jun 04, 2005 00:57
so i want to update this thing but i figure it will end up being one of those things where in the middle of it, i dont feel like typing anymore, or my thoughts arent coherent, and i just click that cool little x in the upper right hand corner of the browser window, and bye bye whatever i typed.
guy quit at roma a couple weeks ago. then came back. then quit again. so i dunno. same old bullshit. im scheduled to work 6 days spread over 7, but i dont think that will last. a new guy will probably come along. hopefully. the thing that sucks about it is that it always happens that somebody quits when i have something planned. the next few months are super busy for me. there was the comic con tomorrow(today), merediths brother larry's graduation party the following weekend, my brothers baccalarrerereerreate, his graduation, grandma and pop pop, my sister coming home from arizona, a wedding, my brothers graduation party, a wedding, an almost definite trip to florida, and a bunch of other stuff.
but i am a slave to work.
so all these things are put on hold because of work. im complaining, i know, and possibly without cause, being that its something i chose to do (work at roma, tho i chose to complain too) and i knew going into it that my life outside roma would be constantly fucked up because of it, but i dunno. give me a break, roma. i just wanted to go look at comics with steve and hold his bags while he got down on the floor to flip through 50 cent bins. i dont see steve nearly as much as i want to, or as i used to, and thats my fault. but i was looking forward to this. sure, i could close the restaurant, or say, hey not my problem, you take care of it reenie, but really, would i have chosen this profession if that was my attitude towards it?
nope.
so roma fucks shit up. but im ok with it, to an extent i suppose.
i guess i just fuck stuff up too, and thats where i have to try to mend the holes in my social life.
its difficult, blah blah blah, you've heard it all before. tough to explain too.
it's like playing the sims, but in real life! i mean, do you remember when the sims first came out? how hard was it to balance sleep, work, friends, and love in that game, let alone real life, unless you're steve trovei, who somehow magically does it all? not making fun of you steve, you're just the only person i know that i've witnessed actually doing it, or at the least, giving the impression that you do it and that it comes easily.
so ill let this post stay.
and im going to work tomorrow.
and sunday.
and monday.
and tuesday.
and then wednesday through saturday, cause thats my regular schedule.
i hope the new guy comes in tomorrow.