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god i havent fucking updated in forever cause we cant get on at skewl any more
and sadly the only reason im on rite no is cause myspace is being a bitch
but yeah alot of things have changed
my whole life is soo different rite now
n lol you my friends already no all the details
me n deco broke up
n it looks to be for good this time
its prolly no i no that its for the best
but that still dont make it hurt any less
i try to pretend it dont hurt me
but it does it kills me inside all the time
he was my first love he was my first everything purty much
n now that its over its like he doesnt even care
how can he act like nothing that happened between us matters to him any more?
i dont no
im just really down at the moment
due to something else that happened
but i cant talk bout it its not my business
but yeah this is an emo entry
n fuck whoever dont like it
cause i front like im happy n this is like my time to vent everything
also i like this guy
but he has a girl
n it just kills me cause hes perfect
i guess im not suppose to have the perfect guy
im doomed to be stuck with assholes the rest of my life
god only nos why i deserve all this
all i can say is that shes one lucky gurl
n i would love if they broke up kinda
but hes happy with her n im glad hes happy
cause i dont no if im good enough for him or not
but yeah
myspace is effin pissing me off
well its working now soo peace
im outti with a proof n aint that shit the truth
and sadly the only reason im on rite no is cause myspace is being a bitch
but yeah alot of things have changed
my whole life is soo different rite now
n lol you my friends already no all the details
me n deco broke up
n it looks to be for good this time
its prolly no i no that its for the best
but that still dont make it hurt any less
i try to pretend it dont hurt me
but it does it kills me inside all the time
he was my first love he was my first everything purty much
n now that its over its like he doesnt even care
how can he act like nothing that happened between us matters to him any more?
i dont no
im just really down at the moment
due to something else that happened
but i cant talk bout it its not my business
but yeah this is an emo entry
n fuck whoever dont like it
cause i front like im happy n this is like my time to vent everything
also i like this guy
but he has a girl
n it just kills me cause hes perfect
i guess im not suppose to have the perfect guy
im doomed to be stuck with assholes the rest of my life
god only nos why i deserve all this
all i can say is that shes one lucky gurl
n i would love if they broke up kinda
but hes happy with her n im glad hes happy
cause i dont no if im good enough for him or not
but yeah
myspace is effin pissing me off
well its working now soo peace
im outti with a proof n aint that shit the truth