Dream a little dream
I went to bed early last night but I'll be damned if I didn't get any sleep at all. Pretty much every hour there was some strange noise. Most were outside, but I swear some where down the hall. I wasn't as big of a chicken shit this time and did leap out of bed and look out the window, but there was nothing there, nothing moved, nothing missing. Even if it had been the cat, I think I would have seen him. And this was all with the window closed and the air on. I can't imagine the basketcase I would have been this morning had I heard all the noises through an open window.
I was having some good dreams too, which pisses me off because I wasn't able to "rejoin" them once I went back to sleep. The one involved this guy, whom was so familiar to me but I can't say for sure I know in real life. He was about 6'1" and chiseled as a Greek god. Blond too of all the crazy things. And he was absolutely, totally in love with me. And, oddly enough, I felt the same way. In fact, it was that pure, untampered affection a person has when they fall in love for the first time and they don't realize the pain that awaits them.
He kept me under control though and things in the dream never went far sexually. I played my usual coy, defensive self even as the feelings were as pure as youth. Unfortunately, some big crash outside ended the dream and I never followed through to the end of it. But, it felt good even after I woke up... the kind of dream that lingers all morning in your waking hours. I do tend to have a dream like this once in a great while. There's a guy, sometimes he's literally faceless and I don't know what he looks like, but there is intense emotion there... pure emotion. Uncluttered.
Other than that, nothing is happening. I am hoping for some alone time at work so I can figure out some finances and stuff. Too much work going on.
I was having some good dreams too, which pisses me off because I wasn't able to "rejoin" them once I went back to sleep. The one involved this guy, whom was so familiar to me but I can't say for sure I know in real life. He was about 6'1" and chiseled as a Greek god. Blond too of all the crazy things. And he was absolutely, totally in love with me. And, oddly enough, I felt the same way. In fact, it was that pure, untampered affection a person has when they fall in love for the first time and they don't realize the pain that awaits them.
He kept me under control though and things in the dream never went far sexually. I played my usual coy, defensive self even as the feelings were as pure as youth. Unfortunately, some big crash outside ended the dream and I never followed through to the end of it. But, it felt good even after I woke up... the kind of dream that lingers all morning in your waking hours. I do tend to have a dream like this once in a great while. There's a guy, sometimes he's literally faceless and I don't know what he looks like, but there is intense emotion there... pure emotion. Uncluttered.
Other than that, nothing is happening. I am hoping for some alone time at work so I can figure out some finances and stuff. Too much work going on.