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I was gonna put this uder a lj cut but I decided messing up your friend's page would get more attention. Idk how long this took but it didn't seem long....
There is nothing quite like love, nothing quite like it at all. Yes I know it sounds cliche but love is alot like an addicition. When your addicted you'd do anything for your fix, anything. And when your without you fix your as good as a dead body that forgotten and left to rot. Then when your getting your fix your unbelievably happy, you can't think of the dperession, the darkness, hate or the pressure in your life. All you can think about is how amazing it is, how amazing she is. It literally changes your world; I look up at the sky when I'm with her and it seemed more peaceful and now when I look all I see is grey. Love makes you crazy to... If she needed me to, I would do anything for her. That video I made was only the seasoning salt of the crazy thing I'd do for her. I enjoyed doing that though, I really did. Then theres the dreams you get, as if being awake without her wasn't enough torture. I get them alot surprisingly, I don't usually dream about things I'm passionate about. I actually think the last dream I had was about a storm destroying my house, but before that I had three dreams all in a row of her, and countless before that. Drives you crazy, no insane... friggin insane. You could rip about a million brick walls with all the emotion built up inside you. Get this huge trip of emotion and then you come down and you feel like your dying inside, rotting, withering. The way she makes me feel man... Ok, take this. Me Aric, many people who've only met me in school claim that I have no emotion at all ( and I do have to say that I don't while im in school ) and I don't think many others could see me just sit there and cry like a friggin emo. It was crazy though, I was with her and she looked right into my eyes and smiled and I almost cried right there, I mean I was trying really hard not to. Well all this and it's not even a portion of what I feel for her. Just wanted you to get some clue. Many do, but many don't so just raisin your awareness. I can't help but contemplate on running away though. Just passing up 3 years of waiting. Quick fix eh? Just like all americans like it. I'd love it, just to apear on her door step one day without warning. There wouldn't be too many things like finding your way through 900 miles of mountains, farms, redneck towns and whatnot for the one you love. Well now I'm hungry so I think I'll stop for tonight.