the 19th - two days till solstice
O thought this may come to use to some people.... not really but I have alot of hate I need to get out of my system before I friggin kill.
"We're only gonna be there two days." ~ Grandpa
"My descion is gonna have to be... you can't bring your amp." ~ Grandpa
"What the f^ck are you gonna do with $300? I don't think so." ~ Dad
"Why do you let Chelsea talk to Jade?" ~ Aunt
"You want a tip Aric?" ~ Aunt
"What are you gonna do? Run away and get married? Hahahahaha! We'll then you can have $100000000!" ~ Entire family
Ok, lets take #1. You fuckin lied to me bitch. You told me that we were gonna be there 1 WHOLE WEEK. Ok, number 2. Thanks mom, thanks for telling me that I didn't have to get my amp from James cause it wouldn't be a problem. You know, she actually told me that. #3: Is none of your goddamned business what I spend with my pay check. I don't go around buggin you when you can't pay for a round trip to NC but yet you can spend over a thounsand on a new widescreen plasma tv, new entertainment center, surround sound and a fuckin radio for it all. Thank you, cause you know I love fuckin watchin tv while blowin my fuckin brains out all day more than NC, your such bull shit. I hate you. Ok #4, this one was the first one that came at me today, I was completely happy with my day until now. I told her off to. I fuckin straigh tup told her its none of your friggin business what I do. #5, "no." #6 set me off more than anything. You should know why. Right now... I hate everything. Well Im off than. My grandaparents are makin me goto bed at 9. Leavin tommorow. Even though my family sucks more than anything, I'm gonna have the time of my life with her. I love you so extremly much chelsea. more than anything.