One down, the real thing to go
Family dinner was survivable. I was able to escape the embarassment, at least for tonight. There will be more than my usual share for the rest of the weekend. I'll think I'll make it though.
I should be happy and ecstatic, this is all I've been able to talk about for the past months, but yet, somehow I have gotten myself in a funk tonight. I don't know what my problem is. I hate crying for no reason. I hate being stupid and in a funk for no reason. What the fuck ever, I need to stop and get over it. But its easier said then done.
Should probably head off to bed, I have a lot to do tomorrow. Should do it tonight, but its that whole trip tradition for me, to wait til the last minute to do everything. Who am I to break tradition? Good night.
I should be happy and ecstatic, this is all I've been able to talk about for the past months, but yet, somehow I have gotten myself in a funk tonight. I don't know what my problem is. I hate crying for no reason. I hate being stupid and in a funk for no reason. What the fuck ever, I need to stop and get over it. But its easier said then done.
Should probably head off to bed, I have a lot to do tomorrow. Should do it tonight, but its that whole trip tradition for me, to wait til the last minute to do everything. Who am I to break tradition? Good night.