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The show is finally winding down for the week. I'm almost more than ready for the break. Things went to shit last night. The audience didn't find humor in the play, nor any reason to applaud at the right times. But then again...there was lack of reason to applaud, at least on some parts. Tonight we will make up for it, its gonna be pretty kick ass. Though last night was the first night I knew anyone there. Marcy and Kevin came to see it. They made me feel really good after, which is always a plus. They were too nice. Well, Kevin was too nice...Marcy just kept making fun of me, like she does.
I got two stage managing jobs yesterday. And a half part. Next Friday I will be the SM slash gorilla in the opera tour. Two different shows in one day, that's how it should be. Then SM in April for some show. I don't know anything about it, but that's fine with me.
All I'm gonna say really, is that I feel dumb. I can't really explain why, just that I do. I guess I should have figured it out or something, and I kinda knew, but then at the same time I had no idea. I just feel really really dumb.
My uncle is on his way now. I'm really excited about him coming. Embarrased, but excited at the same time. He makes me happy.
Pondering, as I don't like to do too often, I kinda realized how lucky I am. No matter how much things might suck at times, I still have a great base. My family is pretty cool for the most part. I have awesome friends. Even though I am uber pissed at Kate, even though she has no idea, and won't til she reads this, SO PISSED!!!, but not really. They are all supportive and just awesome in general. Thanks guys.
Going to church tomorrow with Gef. Guess that means its gettin pretty serious. Unless you know Gef, you will not get this. But anyways, yes, so psyched about it. Oh yeah...the sermon...the whole reason for the excitement of going to church...how to punish your children, God's way. Exclusively, not to spare the rod, Jesus doesn't like fools! I can't wait! Uber excited to hear about this! Yay Jesus!
I should go try to get myself together now. Gotta try to not suck tonight.
I got two stage managing jobs yesterday. And a half part. Next Friday I will be the SM slash gorilla in the opera tour. Two different shows in one day, that's how it should be. Then SM in April for some show. I don't know anything about it, but that's fine with me.
All I'm gonna say really, is that I feel dumb. I can't really explain why, just that I do. I guess I should have figured it out or something, and I kinda knew, but then at the same time I had no idea. I just feel really really dumb.
My uncle is on his way now. I'm really excited about him coming. Embarrased, but excited at the same time. He makes me happy.
Pondering, as I don't like to do too often, I kinda realized how lucky I am. No matter how much things might suck at times, I still have a great base. My family is pretty cool for the most part. I have awesome friends. Even though I am uber pissed at Kate, even though she has no idea, and won't til she reads this, SO PISSED!!!, but not really. They are all supportive and just awesome in general. Thanks guys.
Going to church tomorrow with Gef. Guess that means its gettin pretty serious. Unless you know Gef, you will not get this. But anyways, yes, so psyched about it. Oh yeah...the sermon...the whole reason for the excitement of going to church...how to punish your children, God's way. Exclusively, not to spare the rod, Jesus doesn't like fools! I can't wait! Uber excited to hear about this! Yay Jesus!
I should go try to get myself together now. Gotta try to not suck tonight.