I remember

[billy_gerardluv]

I believed it
With my whole heart
I SAW him
I HEARD him
It was so real to me
That I put myself in serious danger sometimes
Because it was really happening to me
I was so frightened
More than I wasn't
So my mind had to do acrobatics
To make sense of it all
To save it from shutting down
Completely
There was a large chunk of my life
Where I didn't know
My mind

Comments

[billy_gerardluv]

Well... papa believes there is much more truth to it than you do right now. So it doesn't seem strange to me at all. But I have seen some incredibly strange things in my life, so... all things considered. Well baby, that is just something Yagi will have to deal with. He can't blame you at all, and I know he won't. If that's what you need to do, then I say go for it. I am happy to hear that you are focusing on Batsu. That is the best thing, I think :) He will always help you shine as bright as you can and that makes me so happy. You aren't causing trouble, baby. I wish you could see that, it is nothing that you are causing. Papa isn't put out any, and i know mama and Batsu feel the same way.
Yes, he's feeling much happier just with the one ear doing better. He said thank you for being so nice :)
My baby, you are nowhere near the worst kid. I will not name names ;) but you are not even close to being something like a worst kid. I would never regret something so beautuiful as you, and what you bring to our unique family. We are all so lucky to have you, and we are all rooting for you and patiently waiting until you are feeling like yourself again. I love you so.