I Need a Break
From my friends.
Or specifically one of them.
I'm not going to apologize, because I shouldn't have to for how I feel. But were it not for one of my best friends being friends with her, I never would have started hanging out with this girl. She grates on my almost every nerve and is pretty much why I've never really had 'girl friends' growing up.
Guhhh... It's just one of those awkward situations where I just have to put up with her because my 'best friend' (I feel kind of grade school saying that. In fact, this whole situation makes me feel grade school, it's all so stupid) is friends with her (If I'm being honest, she's probably closer to this girl than she is to me).
why am I just not meant to have friends?
Or specifically one of them.
I'm not going to apologize, because I shouldn't have to for how I feel. But were it not for one of my best friends being friends with her, I never would have started hanging out with this girl. She grates on my almost every nerve and is pretty much why I've never really had 'girl friends' growing up.
Guhhh... It's just one of those awkward situations where I just have to put up with her because my 'best friend' (I feel kind of grade school saying that. In fact, this whole situation makes me feel grade school, it's all so stupid) is friends with her (If I'm being honest, she's probably closer to this girl than she is to me).
why am I just not meant to have friends?