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I feel like an asshole for pretty much the fourth day in a row. She knows it's me and ...I know she feels differently about me now. I hate it because I love her to death, she is one of my closest friends here and now I feel like she doesn't want to talk or joke around with me anymore. I lied to her and ..yea that's not exactly something a friend does right? But I feel that the circumstances I was in it wasn't my place to tell the truth, so I didn't. Maybe I can visit her and...yea we'll see what happens. Maybe it's just my paranoia setting in that makes me think she's acting differently.
Blah, on another note. Skittles...circle hand boy, I stiil feel like an asshole....I don't think it'si'm worth waiting around for so...yea. K. :\
I have a lot more to say but now...I feel like writing it would be like rubbing it in people's faces...I'm not one to do that..but, I love you. :-*
Later kids..
I feel like an asshole for pretty much the fourth day in a row. She knows it's me and ...I know she feels differently about me now. I hate it because I love her to death, she is one of my closest friends here and now I feel like she doesn't want to talk or joke around with me anymore. I lied to her and ..yea that's not exactly something a friend does right? But I feel that the circumstances I was in it wasn't my place to tell the truth, so I didn't. Maybe I can visit her and...yea we'll see what happens. Maybe it's just my paranoia setting in that makes me think she's acting differently.
Blah, on another note. Skittles...circle hand boy, I stiil feel like an asshole....I don't think it'si'm worth waiting around for so...yea. K. :\
I have a lot more to say but now...I feel like writing it would be like rubbing it in people's faces...I'm not one to do that..but, I love you. :-*
Later kids..