Ask me a question. Tell me something interesting. Mean it.
hm. Back to work for me. Good? Yes, I suppose. It's pretty nice to be home, but I'm definitely not used to having people need me to do things, or expect me to do things. I just want time alone, but I'm pretty sure someone's going to walk in on me at any moment and ask why I'm not helping. I suppose that means I should be helping. We're getting stuff ready for a garage sale, but I haven't even had time to go through my stuff. Maybe on Saturday after work, and my shower, and dinner, and changing the oil in the Buick. Maybe I can do that on Sunday instead; that would be really nice. School is stressful, but family is too...in a different way. I do love them though, and I'm definitely glad to be here. I miss everyone from school though. I'm still confused about guys too. I know I don't really want a boyfriend, but at the same time I just want someone to hold me. I hate that...I really do. But, there's really nothing I can do about it, huh? Because the only people I would consider dating right now are either not here or not availible. ugh.
So, work has been interesting. It's nice to not care about Jesse anymore, it makes seeing him and interacting with him a lot easier. I don't get mad or upset about it at all, relief of stress :). The guys still mention it sometimes, but I think they've gotten the hint that I don't care anymore. We have some new guys...they're pretty funny :). Makes the work a lot better too now that we have more people, even though we still need more. And Josh is leaving :(. Tomorrow is his last day, then he moves to Boise. Sad day, he's fun to work with :(. Oh well, it happens I guess. Maybe I'll see him again, maybe not.
okay, I suppose I should go help them now...off I go :P.
So, work has been interesting. It's nice to not care about Jesse anymore, it makes seeing him and interacting with him a lot easier. I don't get mad or upset about it at all, relief of stress :). The guys still mention it sometimes, but I think they've gotten the hint that I don't care anymore. We have some new guys...they're pretty funny :). Makes the work a lot better too now that we have more people, even though we still need more. And Josh is leaving :(. Tomorrow is his last day, then he moves to Boise. Sad day, he's fun to work with :(. Oh well, it happens I guess. Maybe I'll see him again, maybe not.
okay, I suppose I should go help them now...off I go :P.