hm...
I haven't really done this for a while...like...all semester I think. A lot has happened this semester...too much to really describe here. But it's changed me...again. and it's weird to think tha tI'm going home in two days...finally. it's all I've really been thinking about for the past few weeks, so now that it's happening it doesn't feel real.
I might be going to new zealand next year...a study abroad program with my sister for a semester. I'm really excited about it because I miss her a lot. It's weird, but I think thta because of the jesse thing that happened this summer, I'm a lot closer to her and my parents than I was last year at this time. I feel like I have grown up a lot this year. I've done a lot of things that I'm not too proud of, and some things have happened that I wouldn't wish on anyone. But through it all...I think it has been good. It has shown me the good and bad side of life, and for that I'm thankful.
there's this really nice guy here at school, and...I have a crush on him. I bet you're thinking...just like any other guy she likes. maybe? I don't know though. He's not like Jesse, or Erik...or any other jerk guy that I've known. He's actually a truly nice person. He doesn't drink...which is a huge thing for me, and he's a christian too...another big thing. We'll see what happens though, because I still want to get to know him better...consider him a friend before anything else. I've learned from that....I need to get to know a guy before I would consider dating him.
hah...I feel like I'm in a movie..it's a rainy day, I'm listening to norah jones in my sweats and typing on my laptop. hm. I think that marks the end of this :P.
two days till I go home...three till I see my sister :).
I might be going to new zealand next year...a study abroad program with my sister for a semester. I'm really excited about it because I miss her a lot. It's weird, but I think thta because of the jesse thing that happened this summer, I'm a lot closer to her and my parents than I was last year at this time. I feel like I have grown up a lot this year. I've done a lot of things that I'm not too proud of, and some things have happened that I wouldn't wish on anyone. But through it all...I think it has been good. It has shown me the good and bad side of life, and for that I'm thankful.
there's this really nice guy here at school, and...I have a crush on him. I bet you're thinking...just like any other guy she likes. maybe? I don't know though. He's not like Jesse, or Erik...or any other jerk guy that I've known. He's actually a truly nice person. He doesn't drink...which is a huge thing for me, and he's a christian too...another big thing. We'll see what happens though, because I still want to get to know him better...consider him a friend before anything else. I've learned from that....I need to get to know a guy before I would consider dating him.
hah...I feel like I'm in a movie..it's a rainy day, I'm listening to norah jones in my sweats and typing on my laptop. hm. I think that marks the end of this :P.
two days till I go home...three till I see my sister :).