guys...
suck. I'm done with having a boyfriend for hopefully a very long time. I'll have guy friends, and maybe go on dates, but it's going to be a long time before I have a boyfriend again. I'm putting together a long list of things I want in a guy...and if he doesn't fit them...I'm not dating him.
of course...I got what I needed today when Ethan was flirting with me :). kind of helped my self esteem.
he broke up with me by the way...jesse. yea...through a text message of all things. he couldn't even call me, or tell me in person. the least thing he could have done was that, instead of some stupid text message. it's so impersonal. reminds me of erik actually...who broke up with me through instant messenger. but I'm done with boyfriends, I need to find myself first before I have another relationship. and I want to wait until I know he's the right guy, because I've been jumping into things without thinking, and it hurt bad this time. six months...apparently a long waste of time to him. I feel so worthless because of it, and so gullible. to think that I could be led along by some stupid guy who in the end dumped me because our relationship at work was a hassle. so I'm done for a while.
thank you everyone for caring, it means a ton to me that people (morgan, jules...) call me and tell me they want to see me over coffee because they want to know how I'm doing. I love you guys so much.
of course...I got what I needed today when Ethan was flirting with me :). kind of helped my self esteem.
he broke up with me by the way...jesse. yea...through a text message of all things. he couldn't even call me, or tell me in person. the least thing he could have done was that, instead of some stupid text message. it's so impersonal. reminds me of erik actually...who broke up with me through instant messenger. but I'm done with boyfriends, I need to find myself first before I have another relationship. and I want to wait until I know he's the right guy, because I've been jumping into things without thinking, and it hurt bad this time. six months...apparently a long waste of time to him. I feel so worthless because of it, and so gullible. to think that I could be led along by some stupid guy who in the end dumped me because our relationship at work was a hassle. so I'm done for a while.
thank you everyone for caring, it means a ton to me that people (morgan, jules...) call me and tell me they want to see me over coffee because they want to know how I'm doing. I love you guys so much.