May 13, 2006 21:05
It's crazy how a few people can completely change your perspective about life. Brittany has been absolutely amazing, and I miss her as well as everyone else in Indiana..I keep slipping up and calling it home in my head. Both here and there are home to me.
I don't think I've really updated since I've been home...so here goes.
I've been doing a crapload of work this week, so I've been tired every night...going to bed early...lol. Work is interesting to say the least. I've missed it in a sense...but definitely not missed Cory. I can't stand him :P.
Jesse. wow. he's absolutely amazing. He's another person who's changed my perspective about life...I'm going to be insane when I have to leave again. I don't want to. Or I do...if he goes with me. I don't even know how to put everything into words. It's insane to say the least. I honestly don't think I could put my thoughts into words. but they're good :). I just wish I had more time that I could spend with him...like tonight. I really really want to do something with him :(. I wish I could. stupid being at work with him, yet not actually getting to spend time with him. That's almost as bad as not even being there. Look, but no touch or talk...instead of talk, but no touch or look. It's hard.
well... we're going to do something as a family...watch a movie probably. so I better get going.