im tired, but cant sleep
well, i have worked my fanny off this week. i have worked overtime almost every day. yesterday i went in to work at 630. i got off at 530. yep, 11 hours. then i rush home and go to a party. i hang out with deborah all night, take her home, find out i wasnt suppose to take her home, so i get in trouble with her dad. (me, in trouble, over a girl? naw, not me? note sarcasm)so, then i get home and i find out 3 of my friends have problems they need me to help them with. i talk to two of them on the phone, and i text the other, i stay up until 3 helping them. i get up for work at 6, go leave early and get to where our concert today was at around 10. stay there until about 1130. i wanted to watch Bri's performance, but i couldnt cuz i had to go to brad eubanks house to work on a project. so i get there about 1, leave about 230 and go play 'ulitmate frisbee' with them, which, i prolly shouldnt have, i shoul dhave mowed grass, i get home, start mowing, an dit starts raining, so i come in and watch the NFL draft. i fall asleep (i have never in my life fallen asleep during the draft) and wake up about 6. here i am now. i am so tired, but i really want to go to church tomorrow, it makes me happy. i asked deborah out last night at the party. weve talked about what we want. i made it clear that i dont want to dive head first into anything. the only thing that scares me is im so much older than she is. im 18, and i think shes 15. he parents trust me with her, my mom trusts me with her, and im not going to mess that up. i just got my mother's trust back from katie. i feel bad though, i talk about katie a lot to deb, but she talks about her ex's too. i guess we are like counselors for each other, which is good. i can go to her when everyone else goes to me. i mean, i dont mind people coming to me with their problems, i honestly care about people and want to help them. if i didnt, i woul dhave blown all 3 people off last night and gotten much needed sleep. this entry is random, im sorry. but i am going to bed. holla.