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i was looking through my entries and i saw this one:
[Apr. 24th, 2004|04:38 pm]
Life is just like a girl.
It really sucks ass if you are attached to it.
But if you arent,
You can have so much fun.
-Billy Jordan
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and it just made me start thinking. Some shit is just so fucking beautiful that its crazy. Like it starts fucking with your perception of reality. Just like one frame in your mind that is like more euphoric than any possible artificial euphoria. You just feel detatched like its not real and shit. Driving over to matts house that night on oceana right after we'd killed those bottles of gel-capsules (we were still hours from beginning to trip so that wasnt it) i just looked up at the sky and was like wholly shit. Everything just went dead for a second, it was just the most amazing thing id ever seen in my life and i just felt copletely detatched like from my entire life, not just my body or whatnot. I just mean it doesnt even feel like it was real but its one of those thoughts that are gonna be in my mind until i die. I don't know if anyone even knows what im really talking about but its one of the most beautiful but also one of the most just tragically sad times of my life at the same time.
[Apr. 24th, 2004|04:38 pm]
Life is just like a girl.
It really sucks ass if you are attached to it.
But if you arent,
You can have so much fun.
-Billy Jordan
link 7 comments|post comment
and it just made me start thinking. Some shit is just so fucking beautiful that its crazy. Like it starts fucking with your perception of reality. Just like one frame in your mind that is like more euphoric than any possible artificial euphoria. You just feel detatched like its not real and shit. Driving over to matts house that night on oceana right after we'd killed those bottles of gel-capsules (we were still hours from beginning to trip so that wasnt it) i just looked up at the sky and was like wholly shit. Everything just went dead for a second, it was just the most amazing thing id ever seen in my life and i just felt copletely detatched like from my entire life, not just my body or whatnot. I just mean it doesnt even feel like it was real but its one of those thoughts that are gonna be in my mind until i die. I don't know if anyone even knows what im really talking about but its one of the most beautiful but also one of the most just tragically sad times of my life at the same time.