New Poem.. for a boy...

[billierector]

I smiled.

and when he opened his mouth to say the words i can only dream of boys saying
i was stopped, by the suicide of angles on the steps of St. Paul's
reverted to detours where words lose their meanings
and my lips have affairs with the stars
I can fall no longer, deeply into your arms
i can see nothing of the past
it is with my sincerest apologies i return to you with empty hands
for blasphemy did once do me well
you are now revered by my senses
"welcome to the palace of the absurd"
swap grins with me and show yourself
your benevolence, hidden behind a farce and simple showing
will be your undoing

mouth closed again
you looked better in my dream
I had just run out of time.