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Sorry I update so much.
I can't sleep much anymore, so I woke up around5:30ish got off the couch at around 7. Got ready to go running, Ryan called says go at 9 not 8...okay whatever have 2 hours to kill, kinda jsut sat there. Went running with Ryan. Thats was good. I hope we do it again, and maybe have more time. walked/ran home. So Ryan should be coming over in a few hours and we have a Baritone lesson. Good, good. Then people are coming over. Why do I update so much when nobody even reads this really, why have I been obsessing over Rowing, and being in shape latly. I don't know, I don't know anything. I am so torn and confused right now. I want somebody to talk to, I do have somebody but they arent around right now. Dang it. Well going to do something, not sure what.
I can't sleep much anymore, so I woke up around5:30ish got off the couch at around 7. Got ready to go running, Ryan called says go at 9 not 8...okay whatever have 2 hours to kill, kinda jsut sat there. Went running with Ryan. Thats was good. I hope we do it again, and maybe have more time. walked/ran home. So Ryan should be coming over in a few hours and we have a Baritone lesson. Good, good. Then people are coming over. Why do I update so much when nobody even reads this really, why have I been obsessing over Rowing, and being in shape latly. I don't know, I don't know anything. I am so torn and confused right now. I want somebody to talk to, I do have somebody but they arent around right now. Dang it. Well going to do something, not sure what.