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I had an epifany about myself the other day which is totally awsome because I normally have epifanys about strange things. So I was talking to Devin and he asked why I never spoke but was really smart, so while I was in D.C. i started thinking about why I don't talk. I was in the car and it was raining. I relized that I don't talk because I'd rather listen. When I was little I loved to just sit and listen to my parents and their friends talk. Especially on those nights when the whole street was gathered on our porch, just talking. I loved to hear their voices, a sonphony of laughs and words that I didn't understand. I just loved to hear them to feel apart of their conversations without acutally being. I watch movies because I am part of a world of voices and images in which I am not a contributing vioce. Humans are such strange things their so fasinating. I love to obsever other people. Its easier to look at them rather than yourself.I have so many ideas and I like to speak or present but i form so many thoughts when I listen. It's kind of selfish but by listening I can be smart and know more than I let on. I think see and hear certin things that other people don't. Its acutally my favorite thing about me.
Its nice to discover something about yourself. Its strange everything about you is always there but you never see it, its hardest to know yourself.
If only I could go so deep.
Its nice to discover something about yourself. Its strange everything about you is always there but you never see it, its hardest to know yourself.
If only I could go so deep.