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I am shocked. That's all I can say, really. And I had to hold it in all night.
I can NOT believe that that the boy I loved for 1 1/2 years is doing something so terrible.
The hand I held is now touching that. The boy who once used to think about the next time he could see me, is now thinking about when he can get his next fix.
I think I'm going to have a heart attack.
What? the weed wasn't working for ya? Wasn't enough? Wasn't selling? You're rollin witht he big boys now, huh.
Weed is one thing. Fucking think about this!!
I tried to confront the situation and make sure it was true before I got all bent out of shape. But your carelessness only proves its credibility.
I would have spent the entire night crying if it weren't for Tracy and Shell. Then later on, Wes. And I couldn't wait to write this stupid thing. When I heard thsoe words, I swear I felt my heart crack just a little. I swear. It was the most heartbreaking feeling I've had in my entire life.
To the boy I used to give my heart to, and will always love: Please stop. That's such a scary fucking thing. You've seen what it can do. Please, please ,please. I don't care if you're a jerk to me. I don't care if we never speak again. Just please don't fucking do this to yourself.
Is this your new diet or something? It seems to be the newest craze in chicopee.
( Maybe I'd say all this to you if it were possible for us to communicate)
I thought I knew you.
Life in the "fast lane" isn't always so fun, love.
I Love when people say shit and they have no fuckin clue what there talking about. If u really knew me at all ud know im such a fuckin pussy i wouldnt do that shit in the first place. your a fuckin moron. id appreciate it if u kept that in ur journal and made sure everyone hears the rumor.
I can NOT believe that that the boy I loved for 1 1/2 years is doing something so terrible.
The hand I held is now touching that. The boy who once used to think about the next time he could see me, is now thinking about when he can get his next fix.
I think I'm going to have a heart attack.
What? the weed wasn't working for ya? Wasn't enough? Wasn't selling? You're rollin witht he big boys now, huh.
Weed is one thing. Fucking think about this!!
I tried to confront the situation and make sure it was true before I got all bent out of shape. But your carelessness only proves its credibility.
I would have spent the entire night crying if it weren't for Tracy and Shell. Then later on, Wes. And I couldn't wait to write this stupid thing. When I heard thsoe words, I swear I felt my heart crack just a little. I swear. It was the most heartbreaking feeling I've had in my entire life.
To the boy I used to give my heart to, and will always love: Please stop. That's such a scary fucking thing. You've seen what it can do. Please, please ,please. I don't care if you're a jerk to me. I don't care if we never speak again. Just please don't fucking do this to yourself.
Is this your new diet or something? It seems to be the newest craze in chicopee.
( Maybe I'd say all this to you if it were possible for us to communicate)
I thought I knew you.
Life in the "fast lane" isn't always so fun, love.
I Love when people say shit and they have no fuckin clue what there talking about. If u really knew me at all ud know im such a fuckin pussy i wouldnt do that shit in the first place. your a fuckin moron. id appreciate it if u kept that in ur journal and made sure everyone hears the rumor.