Oct 19, 2005 23:10
hey...im in a very confusing place at this point. i dont know what i want to do...ive been sober for nearly a week and i feel empty...i dont have much of feelings anymore..i. have detention in the morning...heres what has been going on for now. i met this girl when school started (KN)...she wants one of my best friends (JA). i wanted her..we're relaly good friends and thats making me happy. but i dont need anymore friends like her...besides the fact that shes the coolest...but seeing her and my friend makes me pissed sometimes because im sick of this shit happening...so i got over her and i met her friend (N-Dub)...shes really cool. and i like her alot...i told that to KN and JA but they decided to try and set her up with another one of my friends (AK). so im getting kind of pissed.
i might have started singing for a band...but they dont have structure and i dont know how its going to work out exactly.
ive been drinking one to two days a week and this has been going on for i think 2 weeks now...i like it...im preatty sure that ends this weekend. im thinking too much.
i have detention tommorrow
later guys.