May 12, 2005 23:20
i realized i have to write more often. so im doing it. i like the way my life is going right now for the most part...i love the people i hang out with...i love partying with every one i do. i love being drunk when i can and life is really good...except for the fact that im still lonley and single. i hate that fact. i loev drinking but i hate feeling alone seeing people together like that. but i still have fun...drinking with them is a shit load of fun. i need a cell phone so i can tell people where the parties at tommorrow i have no clue where the party is and i need to find one. but yeah...im not that sad of how i do things. i am sad about alot of the desparations that dont get fufilled. FUCK!!!!! Later.