Jan 05, 2005 16:02
IF YOU DONT LIKE LONG ENTRIES,THEN DONT CONTINUE.
ok so on new years eve i was soo excited cuz its a new year and i thot to myself wow that means there is going to be an end to all this madness and drama going on in fpc right now. i wass sooo happy. well it turns out i was wrong. the same old shit is still going on. i am so sick of it i swear to god! i mean it and when i curse you know im mad. all of you crap talking about one another, its just childish and im so sick of it. i mean ya i do it too and then when im done with my angry rage most of the time i apologize. but mainly its never directly pointed or based at one of my friends. its usually someone im either jealous of(at least i admit it) or they are just plain out mean to me. and that is what is wrong with all of you people. you all have so much insecurity about yourselves that you have to shit talk other people and bring them down with your sorry ass lives. you think that putting other people down and talking about them behind their back is going to make your life any better? well it wont. in fact it will just push you further and further into the ground. because what goes around comes around. most of the times your insecurity will cause some one else pain. your mad bcuz shes a cheerleader or shes really rich and snobby.im sure you all know what its like to be some anonymous kid, somewhat awkward, with dreams and aspirations of being someone or getting something. somehow these kids managed to pull it off. and now your jealous so you start angry and hurtful rumors about people. your just stupid. this isnt the part where i become all defensive and get up in somebodys face. Im a big girl and i can defend myself. i dont care what you say about me cuz as long as i know its not true then i dont really care cuz i know that you have something messed up about yourself, sooo much that you have nothing better to do then sit there and think up lies to tell other people. But there is one thing i will not let you attack, and that is my friends. I hate it when people say shit about one of my friends bcuz not only does it hurt their ego but it also makes me look bad too.(not being conceeded.) But now its gotten to be so bad that my friends are talkin crap about another one. it hurts me to see such genuine kids have to shrug off such overwhelming shit talk.you small minded pathetic fucking liars. are there people in the our little group of friends who are less then honest? sure there are..... but so are you. Some people do soo much for you and are such a good friend to you and you gotta go behind their back and stab them. If you are conserned about the way some one acts or talks or whatever then you are freakin lame. GOD!!! you guys are missing the best 4 years of your lives just so you can shit talk people that you dont like. your waisting all your time thinking of stupid and immature things to say about other people to injure their ego. All you haters need to just grow up. but the way i see it, the haters will fall by the wayside along with the kids who only talk about people because of their looks or because it's the "in" thing to do.I hate hearing people complain about every little thing a person does. And the kids who start rumors about people are pathetic. being rude and mean= immature, but starting hurtful and disgisting rumors about people just to make your self feel better about your life=just plain psycho.Please get yer ass into therapy to find out why you are spending your time and energy trying to take other people (and nice ones, at that) down in stupid ways. There are much more productive things to do with yourself. oh yeah and for every deuschbag that disses on some one, there is like ten more people that love them, so when you add it up it really shouldnt matter. i may be a nobody but that doesnt matter to me. i may not be a cheerleader or be overly and extremely popular but i do have my share in friends. but to other people yeah i am popular. because popular is not about being in the group that breanne northcut or jenny wolfgram hangs out in. it isnt about going to my getaway concerts in the auditorium every time they have a show there. and just because some people are cheerleaders and are too popular to know what to do with themselves and maybe they do go to all the my getaway concerts every time they show in flagler doesnt mean that i hate them and that they did this and that. they are human beings too. and we should treat them like it. and every time someone says something about you mean or not you get all pissed off and offended yet you think its cool and okay to go out and do it to other people. people talk shit out of fear and it's pretty pathetic. And the people you are saying crap about really do care, and anyone who thinks otherwise, needs to find some onle else to shit talk and stop waisting their breath to put down such awesome people. (And thats something youll never get in one of your little rumor filled entries.)