wake the fuck up asshole!!!

[bill_wilkins]

is it wrong to put a friend out of his misery in order to save what little honor he still has left? im talking a fast car ride off a cliff into the pacific ocean in the name of true friendship. how can someone be so blind to the life he could be having? how can someone be so blind to the friends they could have and the memories they let go forgotten? be so blind to the people that they should be taking the time to care about and show some love and attention? why is it only acceptable to call a lifelong friend to tell them how important they are to you when you are drunk or high? you fucking waste, you're wasting your time and it will bite you in the ass one way or another. fuck you, wake up shitbag, have you fucking learned nothing you ignorant fuck or do you just plan on letting everyone you once loved slip through your fingers so that later you can be "depressed" and "tortured" about your "loss" or are you going to get off your pathetic ass and live your life and love and laugh while you still can? what does anyone owe you for anything? what have you done for any of us? i pray you grow up and pull your head out of your ass soon before it is too late. dont assume that anyone will be there next time for you.



Montana, about to cross the rocky mountains, summer 2001