Sep 09, 2005 10:35
well shits been pretty fucked up this past week.....frank almost kicked me out...well he did for a cuple day but wanted me to come home....it was my fault.....i was hanging arount this boy from high school alot alot and i did some dumb drugs that i told him i wouldnt do as long as we were together.....none of it would of came out if i didnt have a big mouth when im drunk and wanted to be spiteful.....oh well its all smoothing out now. well i cant denie that i got a cheap thrill out of it.....but fuck im sick of play the part of betty home maker......im fucking 21 and all grown up.....well i dont want to be.....so i guess im stuck.....i want to spend the rest of my life with frank but i have to be a "good girl"
oh yeah we are no longer going to florida....franks business partner is in a bunch of trouble so we cant go......just another straw of sanity takin from me.....