seems as though i am slipping

[bilemicsock]

i am alone,
i left them,
seems as though we have left eachother.
no direction to take.
no one to hold my hand.
could i have wished for anything less?
if i run fast enough
reality wont come take a chunk out of me.
Painted faces,
Drunken fools,
on their way to puke up their lives.
Please wash you hands.
At least there wont be any cause for an up roar,
pretty useless in fact.
i just cant bottle up my emotions,
like some 50's mother robot.
they hit me,
a sledge hammer of doom to my well being.
but in all actuallity,
those around us define who we are.
if there is no one.
who am i?