WTF??? This weekend blew!
And from the looks of it it has for everyone.
I got to school today and realized how true this statement was.
To start off I was frustrated and pissed over my entire weekend and how I spent it cleaning up my god damn room, cleaning my sisters messes andc having her try to order me around. WTF Shannon, getr a god damn life already.
As for my friends allow me to begin:
Dylan: In my eyes dylan is one of my best pals and I saw him come in today all depressed. Thius was after I talked to lee about all my problems and I though ok everyone seems to be doing good and now I am too... BUT NO...As IU said I saw dylan I tried to talk to him and text him but he told me (And I agree some what) That it isnt my problem I shouldnt have to do anything about it. He told me not to worry. To bad I kinda cant help that. I dont care if Im dperessed and emo but I care if you are. You told me I shouldnt have to deal with any more of other peoples problems like I have been. I cant help it. Just please, Dylan, Talk to me I promise I will help you no matter what it takes.
Also After that I logged onto live journal to read trivy and Angela's journals.
To know 2 days later of something really super bad like what happened to romeo makes me feel bad that I couldnt help. I woulnt have cared to go down in town to be there for ytou ( although Anglea might not have been in town so I dont know) But I feel bad that she has no doggies, and I still have my one. I know what Ima gonna get her for Christmas... Brians Puppy.
And Another one is Mel.
Mel had a rough weekend to. Or so it felt to me when she told me. Our friend Jay had a funreal this weekend for a friend who died in Iraq (and trhis isnt the first one either) and he from what she says has been out of it and it has been hard on her as his friend. I wanna help on this one but I dont know what to do. I am so bad with shit liket this.
Once again my brother spent his weekend getting drunk off his ass off only a small portion of LITE BEER. He left me a message saying that when he goes over he wants to die. he no longer wishes to live in this world and there are times when he wants to take some nice sharp razor blades and slit his rists and blled till ther is nothing mroe to bleed.
Thaats all for now I cant type anymroe. I dont want to think anymore. I just wanna rip somebody's balls off.
Good news tho: Ex Boyfriend Billy is now GONE I noticed the change in smell ^^
But it kidna hurts that we could no longer be friends but shit happens.
I got to school today and realized how true this statement was.
To start off I was frustrated and pissed over my entire weekend and how I spent it cleaning up my god damn room, cleaning my sisters messes andc having her try to order me around. WTF Shannon, getr a god damn life already.
As for my friends allow me to begin:
Dylan: In my eyes dylan is one of my best pals and I saw him come in today all depressed. Thius was after I talked to lee about all my problems and I though ok everyone seems to be doing good and now I am too... BUT NO...As IU said I saw dylan I tried to talk to him and text him but he told me (And I agree some what) That it isnt my problem I shouldnt have to do anything about it. He told me not to worry. To bad I kinda cant help that. I dont care if Im dperessed and emo but I care if you are. You told me I shouldnt have to deal with any more of other peoples problems like I have been. I cant help it. Just please, Dylan, Talk to me I promise I will help you no matter what it takes.
Also After that I logged onto live journal to read trivy and Angela's journals.
To know 2 days later of something really super bad like what happened to romeo makes me feel bad that I couldnt help. I woulnt have cared to go down in town to be there for ytou ( although Anglea might not have been in town so I dont know) But I feel bad that she has no doggies, and I still have my one. I know what Ima gonna get her for Christmas... Brians Puppy.
And Another one is Mel.
Mel had a rough weekend to. Or so it felt to me when she told me. Our friend Jay had a funreal this weekend for a friend who died in Iraq (and trhis isnt the first one either) and he from what she says has been out of it and it has been hard on her as his friend. I wanna help on this one but I dont know what to do. I am so bad with shit liket this.
Once again my brother spent his weekend getting drunk off his ass off only a small portion of LITE BEER. He left me a message saying that when he goes over he wants to die. he no longer wishes to live in this world and there are times when he wants to take some nice sharp razor blades and slit his rists and blled till ther is nothing mroe to bleed.
Thaats all for now I cant type anymroe. I dont want to think anymore. I just wanna rip somebody's balls off.
Good news tho: Ex Boyfriend Billy is now GONE I noticed the change in smell ^^
But it kidna hurts that we could no longer be friends but shit happens.