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AHHHHH!!!! I am having issues right now. Mainly that my financial aid still hasn't come through. But I have learned that I need to get my w-2s from 2004 into the financial aid office. Things seem like they are slowly deteriorating. Like before... after Rocky... I was so confident and had everything in control. But I feel like I am slowly losing that. I still have a semblance of that confidence, but it is not what it was.
Michelle wanted me to come over today to watch movies with her and Billie. I told her I couldn't due to homework, a choir concert, and me needing to get my w-2s. Tomorrow I am probably going to be skipping most of my classes so I can get my w-2 thing all fixed and sorted. I am happy though that I got my paper for psychology done. I still need to finish my trig project though.
I told tre that I wanted to come over tonight after the concert. Yet, I am sure that I shouldn't, that I should instead get all of my financial aid things taken care of so I no longer have to worry about it. So yeah... I think I am going to go call some places that I worked and get this sorted out some more...
And the biggest thing is that I know I can get this done and taken care of... but I just don't want to. It's... I don't know. I just have such a lack of ambition with so many things. I get all these plans or ideas of things to do. But I never do anything with them. Or like how I know that I have homework to do and my w-2 thing to sort out... but I have no ambition to get these things taken care of.
I thought I was becomming so mature... yet I am sitting here realizing how childish I am. I need to grow up...
Michelle wanted me to come over today to watch movies with her and Billie. I told her I couldn't due to homework, a choir concert, and me needing to get my w-2s. Tomorrow I am probably going to be skipping most of my classes so I can get my w-2 thing all fixed and sorted. I am happy though that I got my paper for psychology done. I still need to finish my trig project though.
I told tre that I wanted to come over tonight after the concert. Yet, I am sure that I shouldn't, that I should instead get all of my financial aid things taken care of so I no longer have to worry about it. So yeah... I think I am going to go call some places that I worked and get this sorted out some more...
And the biggest thing is that I know I can get this done and taken care of... but I just don't want to. It's... I don't know. I just have such a lack of ambition with so many things. I get all these plans or ideas of things to do. But I never do anything with them. Or like how I know that I have homework to do and my w-2 thing to sort out... but I have no ambition to get these things taken care of.
I thought I was becomming so mature... yet I am sitting here realizing how childish I am. I need to grow up...