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So things have been really awesome lately. Two nights ago I went over to Stimpy's and hung out with tre, Stimpy, Landon, and eventually Kortney came over. Katamari Damanchy (sp) is such a fucked up game! I love it! <3
Yesterday was also pretty kick ass despite how tired I was. I was about to skip psychology, but I am glad I didn't as we ended up talking about Operant Conditioning and Classical Conditioning! Operant conditioning is so fucking awesome! I plan on starting some research into it to better understand what it is and the mechanisms that make it work.
After psychology Anna and I got together. We went down to the basement and played Penis Bingo. (It is currently Sex Week in my dorm) Both Anna and I won a round. She ended up getting the DVD of Jerry McGuire and I got the DVD for the unrated version of American Wedding. It was a really fun time! After the game, Anna decided she wanted ice cream so we ended up walking over to DQ. It was quite tasty! She and I then went back to her dorm and watched the end of Moulon Rouge (sp) and then watched all of The Goonies, which she had never seen before!
It was really damn awesome, as while watching the movies I got to give her a back massage, and then she watched all of The Goonies with her head resting in my lap and us holding hands. After the movie got done, her roommate left and we put in an Enya cd and just laid there on her floor, with our heads on a pillow talking from about 11 to 12:30. She is such an amazing and intelligent girl.
And so this is me becoming confused. I don't want a relationship! Yet, I am finding myself drawwn more and more to her, and she seems drawn to me just as much. I know she is at the same point as I though. We are not looking for a relationship, but if we happen to find someone... and that is the problem. I am starting to find so much of me and dealing with so much of my life. Yet I have found someone that I would love to be in a relationship with. But, I know that I am not ready for such a relationship, or at least, I do not feel as though I am ready for such a thing.
And I am hoping Anna won't find this. I checked my lj last night on her computer, so she has the url to my lj on her computer... *sighs* And tonight she and I are hoping to go play Sex Jepordy together.
And on a completely different note... I have a huge ass bruise on the back of my right leg! It is seriously like 4 or 5 inches across! Doesn't really hurt though, which is a good thing, I think. :-P
Yesterday was also pretty kick ass despite how tired I was. I was about to skip psychology, but I am glad I didn't as we ended up talking about Operant Conditioning and Classical Conditioning! Operant conditioning is so fucking awesome! I plan on starting some research into it to better understand what it is and the mechanisms that make it work.
After psychology Anna and I got together. We went down to the basement and played Penis Bingo. (It is currently Sex Week in my dorm) Both Anna and I won a round. She ended up getting the DVD of Jerry McGuire and I got the DVD for the unrated version of American Wedding. It was a really fun time! After the game, Anna decided she wanted ice cream so we ended up walking over to DQ. It was quite tasty! She and I then went back to her dorm and watched the end of Moulon Rouge (sp) and then watched all of The Goonies, which she had never seen before!
It was really damn awesome, as while watching the movies I got to give her a back massage, and then she watched all of The Goonies with her head resting in my lap and us holding hands. After the movie got done, her roommate left and we put in an Enya cd and just laid there on her floor, with our heads on a pillow talking from about 11 to 12:30. She is such an amazing and intelligent girl.
And so this is me becoming confused. I don't want a relationship! Yet, I am finding myself drawwn more and more to her, and she seems drawn to me just as much. I know she is at the same point as I though. We are not looking for a relationship, but if we happen to find someone... and that is the problem. I am starting to find so much of me and dealing with so much of my life. Yet I have found someone that I would love to be in a relationship with. But, I know that I am not ready for such a relationship, or at least, I do not feel as though I am ready for such a thing.
And I am hoping Anna won't find this. I checked my lj last night on her computer, so she has the url to my lj on her computer... *sighs* And tonight she and I are hoping to go play Sex Jepordy together.
And on a completely different note... I have a huge ass bruise on the back of my right leg! It is seriously like 4 or 5 inches across! Doesn't really hurt though, which is a good thing, I think. :-P