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I dreamt last night that I woke up early, and decided to watch TV. As I turned it on to the CBC (even my dreams are dorky), I heard the tail-end of an announcement. It was a broadcast of a concert and the person presenting was named Dee. I immediately thought "It's M's ex-girlfriend! Playing the cello!" and sure enough, it was her, and she was playing the cello. Quite well, actually. I tried to wake M up, saying, "look, it's Dee! She's on TV!" and just as he woke up and looked over, she finished up and the MC called her DeeDee and M said, "That's not her, it's someone else." And then went back to sleep. And I turned the TV off and I just lay there, so relieved that it hadn't been her.
I talked to M about it this morning. He actually had a pretty good reading, that basically I feel threatened by Dee and that I (subconciously) imagine that she must be better than me, but I also realise that she's not really and that's why I feel relieved. I think it's a pretty good interpretation, so I don't really need to post this one, but I started the journal today and I had to put an entry in somewhere.
I talked to M about it this morning. He actually had a pretty good reading, that basically I feel threatened by Dee and that I (subconciously) imagine that she must be better than me, but I also realise that she's not really and that's why I feel relieved. I think it's a pretty good interpretation, so I don't really need to post this one, but I started the journal today and I had to put an entry in somewhere.