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I don't quite know what to say. This is my first entry as "bikini_season." I have another lj that I've been writing in for quite a while, but I found I couldn't be myself because a large part of what I think about is food, weight, eating, not eating, binging, purging, diet pills, etc... the one time that I wrote the tiniest bit about this in my journal, my friends went crazy and wanted to "help" me...but I don't want help. That's why I started this journal. I needed somewhere to write things like what I ate today, what my goals are, how I feel, etc... without getting in trouble. If I write them on paper I'm sure someone would find them, so this is the best way.
That said, I have been VERY BAD recently. I started a 2-4-6-8 diet on monday but it failed miserably. I was eating 'normally' for abour six months and it's really hard to start this again.i've felt like such a pig for the past six months...much more than usual. it's disgusting. i NEED to get this weight off...NOW!
These are my stats...and it's really hard b/c they're so embarassingly gross, but i'm not going to lie:
height: 5'4"
weight: 128 lbs.
bmi: 22
waist: 28 in.
stomach: 32.5 in.
hips: 33.5 in.
bust: 35 in.
thigh: 22 in.
temporary goals:
height:...can't really change this (but 5'8" if i could!)
weight: 108 lbs. (lose 20)
bmi: 18.5
waist: 25-26 in.
stomach: 27-28 in.
hips: 30-31 in.
bust: 32-33 in.
thigh: 18-19 in.
so I will start my 2-4-6-8 afresh tomorrow (starting with 6 I think..and working backward)
i can't wait until college, this will be so much easier then! no one watching my every move...
That said, I have been VERY BAD recently. I started a 2-4-6-8 diet on monday but it failed miserably. I was eating 'normally' for abour six months and it's really hard to start this again.i've felt like such a pig for the past six months...much more than usual. it's disgusting. i NEED to get this weight off...NOW!
These are my stats...and it's really hard b/c they're so embarassingly gross, but i'm not going to lie:
height: 5'4"
weight: 128 lbs.
bmi: 22
waist: 28 in.
stomach: 32.5 in.
hips: 33.5 in.
bust: 35 in.
thigh: 22 in.
temporary goals:
height:...can't really change this (but 5'8" if i could!)
weight: 108 lbs. (lose 20)
bmi: 18.5
waist: 25-26 in.
stomach: 27-28 in.
hips: 30-31 in.
bust: 32-33 in.
thigh: 18-19 in.
so I will start my 2-4-6-8 afresh tomorrow (starting with 6 I think..and working backward)
i can't wait until college, this will be so much easier then! no one watching my every move...