I guess this is a yearly thing....
So I guess i'm starting a new birthday tradition, things i've learned, etc. we'll see what happens:
2006-I am so fucking depressed.
2007-(you'll get over it)
2008-wow, was I on my period?
2006-Yeah, its my birthday "special" day..whatever
2008-it is a special day, because YOU are making it special
2006-I turned 22.
2007-(would you rather turn 50?)
2008-hell, now i'm turning 24, that's not a can of peaches but next year you get a discount on auto insurance.
2006-I am lonley
2007-(so call someone and go somewhere and stop being stupid)
2008-it happens...embrace the fact that you can't be around people 24-7 and enjoy the time alone withouth arguing and screaming
I have nothing to do (see above)
I have nowhere to go (see above)
2006-all i have been eating is left over bday cake
2007-(mmm there will come a time when you can't eat cake- enjoy it while you can!!)
2008-i wish I had cake now... :( but yeah, 2007 Maegan is right, eat it while you can. I had 3 pieces of cheesecake today...yikes!
2006-i feel fat
2007-(now that's just silly...i weigh more now than then and am I complaining? no I'm doing something about it!!)
2008-yeah yeah, but now we can disillusion ourselves to thinking it's only muscle ;)
2006-i can't sing
2007-(yes you can and you have a wonderful voice...of course this is in the 3rd person)
2008-no matter what anyone says, your voice always sounds perfect in the car and the shower.
2006-my teacher made me cry today
2007-(well she was a nutcase)
2008-she took pleasure out of torturing college students
2006-the bastard downstairs is still here i can't go outside and enjoy the weather
2007-(you should have gone to the pool)
2008- well, worth the torture and wait to get the guy who moved in next door ;-)
2006- everyone is busy
2007-(make new friends)
2008- everyone is always busy, you should have planned your own thing.
2006-i got a new phone: it works: no one called.
2007-(so call people, dont wait for things to happen- make them happen!)
2008-I still concur, although i would love to have a new phone! haha
2006-i guess i'll cry myself to sleep.
2007-(got nothin for you...if you don't follow my advice that will happen)
2008-no way, not any more. if this happens again, grab a book and icecream and make the best of a quiet night in with Hunter.
2006-saturday night is ashleys 21st in channelside-where i'll probably go and be alone the whole night because no one wants to go with me.
2008- this would be the part about making new friends...but you probably only missed a bunch of drunk people falling all over each other.
2006-big paper due next monday, finals coming up fast...i'm gonna fail research. unless she feels bad that she made me cry. twice.
2007-(you didn't fail...she wasn't that bad)
2008-she was a bitch, what are you talking about? but i dont miss those tests, no way!
2006-for the past 3 years i spent with Brandon at busch gardens, universal, and universal and citi walk.
2007-(yeah and he was emotionally abusive...would you rather get into an argument on your birthday?)
2008- eww, yeah. He cared about you, but now you have a ton of people who truly care about you. dont let other people determine your feelings.
2006-brandon is the only one who called today...left me the sweetest message ever...
2007-(yeah well thats how he makes you feel guilty)
2008- and you will get even more this year..you pushed all your friends away to be with Brandon, what did you expect?
2006-made me cry harder.
2006-what the fuck? isnt today supposed to be great!?
(2007-Wow...I was pretty down last year...I am amazed at myself! I've learned so much since then. I'm in a whole new place..I even retook some old surveys and i'm a different aura haha. This year will be better because i'm making it that way.)
2008- so yeah, this year I'm probably at the same mindset as last year. After Brandon I got my "self" back and have a more positive outlook on life. I guess it's not as positive as it could be, but hey, it's better than it was.
2006-I am so fucking depressed.
2007-(you'll get over it)
2008-wow, was I on my period?
2006-Yeah, its my birthday "special" day..whatever
2008-it is a special day, because YOU are making it special
2006-I turned 22.
2007-(would you rather turn 50?)
2008-hell, now i'm turning 24, that's not a can of peaches but next year you get a discount on auto insurance.
2006-I am lonley
2007-(so call someone and go somewhere and stop being stupid)
2008-it happens...embrace the fact that you can't be around people 24-7 and enjoy the time alone withouth arguing and screaming
I have nothing to do (see above)
I have nowhere to go (see above)
2006-all i have been eating is left over bday cake
2007-(mmm there will come a time when you can't eat cake- enjoy it while you can!!)
2008-i wish I had cake now... :( but yeah, 2007 Maegan is right, eat it while you can. I had 3 pieces of cheesecake today...yikes!
2006-i feel fat
2007-(now that's just silly...i weigh more now than then and am I complaining? no I'm doing something about it!!)
2008-yeah yeah, but now we can disillusion ourselves to thinking it's only muscle ;)
2006-i can't sing
2007-(yes you can and you have a wonderful voice...of course this is in the 3rd person)
2008-no matter what anyone says, your voice always sounds perfect in the car and the shower.
2006-my teacher made me cry today
2007-(well she was a nutcase)
2008-she took pleasure out of torturing college students
2006-the bastard downstairs is still here i can't go outside and enjoy the weather
2007-(you should have gone to the pool)
2008- well, worth the torture and wait to get the guy who moved in next door ;-)
2006- everyone is busy
2007-(make new friends)
2008- everyone is always busy, you should have planned your own thing.
2006-i got a new phone: it works: no one called.
2007-(so call people, dont wait for things to happen- make them happen!)
2008-I still concur, although i would love to have a new phone! haha
2006-i guess i'll cry myself to sleep.
2007-(got nothin for you...if you don't follow my advice that will happen)
2008-no way, not any more. if this happens again, grab a book and icecream and make the best of a quiet night in with Hunter.
2006-saturday night is ashleys 21st in channelside-where i'll probably go and be alone the whole night because no one wants to go with me.
2008- this would be the part about making new friends...but you probably only missed a bunch of drunk people falling all over each other.
2006-big paper due next monday, finals coming up fast...i'm gonna fail research. unless she feels bad that she made me cry. twice.
2007-(you didn't fail...she wasn't that bad)
2008-she was a bitch, what are you talking about? but i dont miss those tests, no way!
2006-for the past 3 years i spent with Brandon at busch gardens, universal, and universal and citi walk.
2007-(yeah and he was emotionally abusive...would you rather get into an argument on your birthday?)
2008- eww, yeah. He cared about you, but now you have a ton of people who truly care about you. dont let other people determine your feelings.
2006-brandon is the only one who called today...left me the sweetest message ever...
2007-(yeah well thats how he makes you feel guilty)
2008- and you will get even more this year..you pushed all your friends away to be with Brandon, what did you expect?
2006-made me cry harder.
2006-what the fuck? isnt today supposed to be great!?
(2007-Wow...I was pretty down last year...I am amazed at myself! I've learned so much since then. I'm in a whole new place..I even retook some old surveys and i'm a different aura haha. This year will be better because i'm making it that way.)
2008- so yeah, this year I'm probably at the same mindset as last year. After Brandon I got my "self" back and have a more positive outlook on life. I guess it's not as positive as it could be, but hey, it's better than it was.