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i know i havent updated in a while...i just havent felt like typin like stuff down...yesterday i had like a lot of stuff goin on...Jess needed my help and i wish i could of been there for her and comfort her....Joe was all sadness and depressed like so i was tryin to help him last night too...me and christina had like a heart to heart sayin we're glad we know each other and stuff and we <3 each other and that was good. Traci and I talked and I almost cried at what she said...I'll copy and paste it on here from our convo last night on yahoo....
ME: its just hard not bein with u....
TRACI: do u think its not hard on me i try to act strong and happy all the time but there r nights i cry my self to sleep cause ur not next to me babygirl i love u so much we will be together
..that right there made me wanna cry...sigh..long distance relationships have their suckiness to them...grrr...anyway so after seein Joe 3 times and Christina 2 times yesterday like Jess called and we talked for a while and i think i did a good job of cheering her up..I HOPE I DID JESS!!! I had to have a shower so i left for like 15mins and then she called back and we talked till we were both tired..so she said she would call this morning but she didnt because of her phone was messed up so i hope we get to when she gets home from school and me from chorus ::rolls eyes:: ugh i dont wanna go...lol...but its ok, i dont REALLY mind...Tonight i gotta go up to the band practice like 10mins before it ends so I can meet Andrea's mom...and Beckah has to meet her so her mom will HOPEFULLY let her go out with us tomorrow to the mall and go to hot topic etc...Andrea is really cute lol and im not the only one who thinks so lol..beckah and her were tryin to give each other food and i threw a fry at her mouth (andrea's) and she like was all =O so she threw a grape at mine and i threw another fry and then she threw a fry and Beckah was like OK! i dont wanna get suspended cause of a food fight lol so we laughed and stopped..then as we were walkin me and Andrea started havin a poking fight....like i would poke her in the arm and she did it back and i did and she did and then we did it like really fast and then she went to slap my face haha but OH! i moved so she just hit my head and she was like DAMN U MOVED UR HEAD! so i pushed her head too lol..it was great fun...then Joe walked me to class and was like u dont hhaaaaaavvvveeee to go and i was like yea i do...so yea then after talkin to Katie the whole time in 5th i left and went to see Joe for a few mins then came home and now im just sittin here alone cause everybody else is like...at school!!! ugh..well i gotta go back up for chorus like i said...its from 2-4 but we will probably get out around 3ish again like last time..i only have it Mons and Thurs...well later all! I <3 u all!!
ME: its just hard not bein with u....
TRACI: do u think its not hard on me i try to act strong and happy all the time but there r nights i cry my self to sleep cause ur not next to me babygirl i love u so much we will be together
..that right there made me wanna cry...sigh..long distance relationships have their suckiness to them...grrr...anyway so after seein Joe 3 times and Christina 2 times yesterday like Jess called and we talked for a while and i think i did a good job of cheering her up..I HOPE I DID JESS!!! I had to have a shower so i left for like 15mins and then she called back and we talked till we were both tired..so she said she would call this morning but she didnt because of her phone was messed up so i hope we get to when she gets home from school and me from chorus ::rolls eyes:: ugh i dont wanna go...lol...but its ok, i dont REALLY mind...Tonight i gotta go up to the band practice like 10mins before it ends so I can meet Andrea's mom...and Beckah has to meet her so her mom will HOPEFULLY let her go out with us tomorrow to the mall and go to hot topic etc...Andrea is really cute lol and im not the only one who thinks so lol..beckah and her were tryin to give each other food and i threw a fry at her mouth (andrea's) and she like was all =O so she threw a grape at mine and i threw another fry and then she threw a fry and Beckah was like OK! i dont wanna get suspended cause of a food fight lol so we laughed and stopped..then as we were walkin me and Andrea started havin a poking fight....like i would poke her in the arm and she did it back and i did and she did and then we did it like really fast and then she went to slap my face haha but OH! i moved so she just hit my head and she was like DAMN U MOVED UR HEAD! so i pushed her head too lol..it was great fun...then Joe walked me to class and was like u dont hhaaaaaavvvveeee to go and i was like yea i do...so yea then after talkin to Katie the whole time in 5th i left and went to see Joe for a few mins then came home and now im just sittin here alone cause everybody else is like...at school!!! ugh..well i gotta go back up for chorus like i said...its from 2-4 but we will probably get out around 3ish again like last time..i only have it Mons and Thurs...well later all! I <3 u all!!